If Only You Knew

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Genre: Angst (sad story 🙁)
Date :May 21, 2014- January 17, 2015
Trigger warning(s): cuts, tripping, blood, coma, death, suicide. Please skip the chapter if this triggers you , darling.
Parent(s): Single father as your parent.
Pronouns: She/her
F/C: favorite color.

Both of bold and italics is the author speaking.

Only italics are calling.

Normal are just speaking or story telling.

Y/N laced her corset on her prom dress. Tonight was the night everyone was waiting for. Prom Night. This was a special time for a lot of people, end of the year, prom King and Queen, dancing, drunk teens. What else could there be?

Y/N's dress was a fluffy light yellow dress, with white lace trimming it. It was beautiful (like you, baby💛). Y/N felt like a princess. She was smiling all night. She had walked down the stairs with her father waiting at the door.

"Woah Honey, your so pretty." my father said you smiled.
"Thanks dad." I said giggling.
"Let's get this show on the road?" My dad said holding the door open.
"Yeah, let's go!" I said smiling.

Once we had made it to the school the lights were flashing from outside of the school. I kissed my father's cheek and left the car, him driving away behind me.

I walked into the enlightened school and caught my eyes with George's. I ran to him pulling my long dress up.

"Georgie!" I said hugging the man in the suit.

"Woah, Y/N your pretty!" He said, his bright smile making me smile.

"Aw, thanks!" I said, doing a heart with my fingers.

"So, who's your date?" George asked drinking his soda again.

"No one asked me." I said my happy smile, becoming small.

"What?! You're so pretty there's no way!" George said flabbergasted. I punched his shoulder in return.

"Well let's go get some food?" He said offering. I nodded and walked behind him. I knew Clay was here so I waited for him to magically appear. I've liked Clay for six months. Yeah, it's like a child's crush. But who wouldn't like him.

We were walking for awhile before we had made it to the food stand. We got some food and left.

I was walking around with George smiling, laughing, hitting jokes, making fun of people. I wasn't paying attention and was tripped by Jessica. My heel broke and I was sent to the ground, cracking my head open. Blood scattered the floor. The laughing fit Jessica was slowly broke down to Clay yelling at her, and Nick picking me up. My eyes slowly closing in defeat.

I was admitted into the ER. Turns out I had fallen into a coma. For almost a year. Now time skip to when I had woke up.

My eyes readjusted to the bright white room with brown paint. The beeping sounds blaring in my ear. I looked to my right and found George sleeping peacefully in the hospitals provided bed.

"George?" My raspy, dry throat didn't help me be louder. Turns out he's a very light sleeper and woke up.

"Y/N!" He said jumping up to call the nurses. He held my hand for the entire hand of the nurses changing my liquids.

"What happened?" I said rubbing my raw eyes.

"You lost a lot of blood which resulted to you getting in to a coma and now your awake." George said eating his own food.

"Where's Clay, are you two still friends?" I said sitting up in the hospital bed trying not to pull any plugs.

"He's out with his girlfriend why?" He asked tilting his head.

Right when I heard him say girlfriend the sky must've collapsed on me. I felt a wave of saddness drown me. I inhaled and exhaled and sighed.

"Do you think he could come?" I said my feet becoming very interesting.

"Yeah, you can call him here." He said handing me my phone.

I pressed his contact and called him. It only ringed for one second before he picked up .

"Hello?" He asked.

"Clay? Is that you?" I asked shakily.

"Oh my goodness..Y/N!" He said laughing in surprise.

"Well I'm awake." I said awkwardly after a silence.

"Yeah, I missed you! I'll be there in 15." He said throwing his trash away.

"Alright see you. Bye bye!" I said hanging up.

I sighed and ate the pancakes that the hospital provided. I played with my hair just being incredibly bored. I laid back when I heard a knock.

"Come in!" I said.

Clay walked in smiling. My heart beat began speeding up so I kept breathing to keep it stready.

"Hello clay!" I said waving my hand IV still connected.

"Y/N!" He said bending down to hug me laying down. I smiled into his shoulder.

I was smiling  I noticed his girlfriend walk in. She looked very nice. She had light pink hair and red cheeks( kind of a woman version of techno or moonzy look alike :)). She side eyed me then left.

I laid back when I felt my heart rate slow down a bit. Very, very unnormal.

This was the end of Y/N. She held a shakey hand to Clay's cheek and smiled.

"If only you knew, how much I liked you. Stay strong Clay, alright. You also look good in green . . ." Y/N said using her last breath.

"No, No, No! It's not your time yet! You have to look good in F/C while I look good in gr-een.." Clay yelled grabbing my now life-less hand. He laid his head on my chest trying to fell the littlest amount of life out of me.

Clay sat in defeat he lost someone he cared for. Someone he could share things with was now gone. . .

Clay's tears were uncontrollable. . .

Bonus sad part:

Clay sat on the edge of the building. Feet hanging off the edge watching the cars and little people walking. The tears in his eyes crossing each other.

He jumped, humming the sweet tune his perfect friend used to sing..

Take me to the rooftop
I wanna see the world when I stop breathing
Turnin' blue
Tell me love is endless, don't be so pretentious” . . .


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