𝗖𝗢𝗠𝗣𝗟𝗘𝗧𝗘𝗗✓ - 𝗗𝗥𝗘𝗔𝗠𝗦𝗠𝗣 𝗢𝗡𝗘𝗦𝗛𝗢𝗧𝗦

Listen before I go

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Listen before I go - Billie Eilish

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“Take me to the rooftop
I wanna see the world when I stop breathing
Turnin' blue
Tell me love is endless, don't be so pretentious
Leave me like you do (Like you do)”

Y/N sat on the cold, dark pavement on top of the apartment building. The street lights being the only form of light she saw. She sat, crying yelling at herself for being stupid, and dumb.

Her and Wilbur had recently got into a fight and he had been ignoring her. It was stupid of him, but he was scared of what she thought of him.

Y/N loved the outside. The fresh air hitting her face made her smile.

“If you need me, wanna see me
Better hurry 'cause I'm leavin' soon”

Y/N felt as if the world wouldn't need her. The thoughts rushed through her head. They were cancelled out by a ringtone she had remembered. Her and Wilbur's song, «Heather». She cried more when she heard his ringtone. She let it go to the voicemail. Once it had finished, he sent it to her. Y/N shakily picked up her phone to listen.

"Hello Y/N. I miss you so much. I hope your doing well. . . Love you Y/N." Wilbur said sniffling his words.

«Sorry can't save me now
Sorry I don't know how
Sorry there's no way out (sorry)
But down
Mm, down»

Y/N sighed, "I'm sorry. No saving me now.."

«Taste me, the salty tears on my cheek
That's what a year long headache does to you
I'm not okay, I feel so scattered
Don't say I'm all that matters
Leave me, deja vu (mm)»

Y/N tasted the salty tears run down her face into her mouth. The crying made her head grumble in annoyance. It hurting. Wilbur kept text her, "Y/N, you matter. Please understand." . That made her mad. "I don't fucking matter, Wilbur!"
Y/N was having deja vu with this moment. She remembered this moment. She never thought it would happen.

«Call my friends and tell them that I love them
And I'll miss them
But I'm not sorry
Call my friends and tell them that I love them
And I'll miss them
Sorry»

Y/N was going to send her last text. It was to Wilbur.

"Hello Wilbur.. Tell my friends I miss them. I love you all..but I'm not sorry for what I'm doing. Sorry Wilbur.." Her thumb hit the send button and she put her phone in her pocket. She jumped. The police sirens, the people crowding her. Her eyes closed. She was gone.

At the funeral..

Wilbur sat at the podium. Tears filling her eyes. He began to speak his thoughts.

"Y/N was friend to all of us. No one could hate her. She was the sweetheart of the group. We would have never even thought of her committing. She was the most bubbliest person you could meet. She changed all of our lives. We all miss her greatly." Wilbur said, stuttering over his words but continuing.