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Train wreck pt 1

Peter Parker x reader imagine
Peter's PoV
Laying in the silence
Waiting for the sirens
Signs, any signs I'm alive still

Ever since stark died i've been pushing Y/N away from me. She was my girlfriend well still is my girlfriend. I haven't told that I'm Spider-Man all she knows is that I knew Tony from my stark internship. I know I should tell her but right now it's just not a good time for me. When I saw Tony laying there lifeless I felt like a part of me died too. It seems to be quiet now. Avenger aren't a thing anymore. I haven't heard a thing. I haven't heard one single spoken word from the avengers since starks  funeral. There are no sirens to tell me what I'm doing wrong or what I'm doing right.

I don't wanna lose it
But I'm not I'm getting through this
Hey, should I pray, should I fray, yeah

I don't wanna lose anything. I don't wanna lose Y/N over this. I just don't wanna mess up and put the world in danger again. I should keep her out of this keep us safe. It hurts. I believe it's going to hurt forever. There is nowhere I'm getting through this by myself or anyone. Maybe if I did try to talk to someone they could try and help me. Maybe Y/N put save me from my nightmares but I don't want to drag her down with me. I need to do something I can't just sit here I'm not do anything. But who do I turn to now?

To myself, to a god, to a saviour who can

I get down on my knees every night praying that we could turn that time and we do everything that was done. Maybe Tony Stark would still be alive. I need someone who will understand my pain like Y/N but then again I'll still be dragging her down in this mess that I'm in.

Unbreak the broken
Unsay these broken words
Find hope in the hopeless
Pull me out the train wreck

I'm on my way to Y/N's house to tell her everything about me so she can help me move on. I will explain to her why I've been so distant and that I didn't want her to worry about me. I need her to breakMe and bring me back to life. Bring back the old Peter Parker back. I was just arriving oh so I thought I was. I felt a sharp type knife cut into my skin. I looked down to see the knife sticking out of me.

Unbreak the ashes
Unchain the reactions
I'm not ready to die not yet
Pull me out the train wreck

I felt a knife come back out with me. My knees began to shake so did my hands. I fell down onto my knees with a harsh thud. I heard foot prints running away from me having the idea that it was the criminal. My eyes kept shutting and then re-opening. I felt my whole body trying to shut itself down i'm I'm trying my hardest to keep them open. I try shout but not comes out my mouth. I heard sirens of police and ambulances coming to rescue me I see a lot of people around me.

Pull me out, pull me out, pull me out
Pull me out, pull me out, pull me out

I was only three doors down to Y/N's House so I know she'll come out and see me lifeless. I felt my eyes beginning to close even more as I felt me being lifted up by the doctors and being put on the stretcher. The last thing was to be heard was by Y/N's shaken shout "PETER!" Then it went black.