Only With You || Soukoku

|| What is Love? ||

"Really now?!" I shouted

He laughed out loud

"WHY DO YOU KEEP LAUGHING! DO YOU WANNA DIE?!" I yelled at his ears, trying to restrain my madness on him "You always know how to make me embarrassed!" I crossed my arms and looked away

"Okay," He sighed loudly "I'm sorry, I'll stop"

I looked at his droopy eyes and held his shoulder

"D-did I make you... Upset...?" I asked "If I did... I'm sorry.."

"No, you didn't! I just... Remembered something.." He looked even more upset than earlier,

"Then why... Are you looking down on the clouds today?" I asked

"That doesn't matter!" He said, switching the topic "What are we going to do in our project?" He asked

"I uh... I was planning if we could do a speech or something?" I said unsure

"What do you think?"

"A speech..? About it?" He asked

"Yeah!" I exclaimed

"But should we do this step by step?"

A long pause broke in between us

"What do you mean?"

"Y'know, we need to define 'love' first, then after that, we could think of what kind of presentation we could do... Then.."

"Then...?"

"..Then we can practice how we should present it!"

I nodded and began to speak again "Fine by me"

"Okay so... First step... What is love for you..?" I asked, looking at him directly

"Huh..?"

"I- I mean.. F-for our project!" I stuttered, now facing away from him, my face nearly flushed

"Why are you now stuttering! I was just out of the blue!" He chuckled "Oh my god, Chuuya!"

"I- oh nothing!" I said with my voice cracking "W-well, you know what? Let's just end this for today! I'm going home.." I quickly stood up, grabbed my belongings, and walked outside as fast as I could

"W-what?! Hey! We aren't done with our discussion yet! Chuuya wait! Come ba-"

I shut the door and ran home as fast as I could

- Dazai's POV - (It's been a while since his POV, hasn't it? XD)

"He's been acting so differently today," I said as I placed my hand on my chin "Did I... Do something wrong...?"

"I'll just ask him on Monday"

I stood for a while and just came up with an idea

"I know! I'll just... Text him?"

I pulled out my phone and messaged him:

Now messaging: Chuuya

Hey Chuuya

What did I do..?

Have I done something wrong?

If I did, I'm sorry... I won't do it again, I promise!

Let's just talk about our presentation the next day, okay?

Hey... Please answer me...

(Message unseen)

I sighed and placed my phone back in the drawer

"Chuuya, I'm sorry..." I mumbled, "I know you hate me now..."

I think he hates me... He might think that I don't deserve to be his friend! Whatever I did wrong, I'm so sorry! I won't do anything that will make you embarrassed again, I promise! Just... Please don't leave me like Atsushi and my parents did.

Because I...

Don't want to lose you too...

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A/N

Finally, I have all the time to make new chapters! I just had the motivation to write new chapters aaaaaand most importantly, I wanna say my thanks to all of you that read and love my fanfics... Because of you, I always have the motivation to write just for you all!

See you again in the next chapter~

(Oh and sorry if the chapter is too short)