Only With You || Soukoku

|| What I've Felt This Far ||

- Chuuya's POV -

I should really keep my distance from him.. Or I might... Develop feelings for him...

I- I mean... There's no point in liking him anyways, he would just reject me like the previous guy I used to like as well.

I don't want to fall in love... Ever again...

But there will be a time I will like a person that truly likes me back. Just... Not him.. Or maybe? I don't know...

I know he's not the one for me.. I'm sure he's interested in someone else and not me...

Wait. Why am I hurt? I should be happy that he doesn't like me..! So that I'd be able to focus on my studies more!

Okay, for the last time... I shouldn't talk to him, and I'll remain strong for it even if it hurts

I'm doing this for auntie

but I just do hope that he'd not appear everywhere I go! It's kind of annoying now

- Dazai's POV -

Chuuya, why are you avoiding me..? Please answer...

We still have a lot to talk about...

I want to ask so many things...

We still have to finish this project...

Why are you running away now..?

Why won't you answer me..?

Please respond...

I don't wanna let you go...

Because I don't want to lose you too...

You're the only person I have...

So please, don't... leave me...

- Chuuya's POV -

I laid on my bed, but my phone suddenly began to ring...

"..What..? Why is he calling me..?"

I took my phone and stared at the contact, completely ignoring the fact that Dazai is calling me.

I placed my phone down and turned it off

..I'm sorry, Dazai... I can't go near you... Anymore...

- Dazai's POV -

"What..? No response..? I swear his phone was actually ringing! Why won't he answer me..?" I sighed and sat on the edge of my bed "Maybe I've really done something wrong.."

"I shouldn't be like this to him. I think I've done enough.."

"Tachihara's right. I don't deserve anyone in my life..."

I don't really understand what is going on between us...

"Someday, you'll find someone that will be with you forever.."

That letter my ass... He'll just do the same thing over and over again..!

The thing is...

Why don't I want to let you go..?

Do I really not want you to go that badly?

But I always feel like he's something different from everyone else I've previously met...

I sighed and sat up from the edge of my bed

I guess... He's really that special to me...

We got really close...

And now I've felt this far for him...

And now... I like him...

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End of chapter

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A/N

Finally! The moment y'all have been waiting for!

REEEEEEEEEEEEE (I SCREECH)

Okay, time to rest for now!

See y'all again in the next chapter ✨

(Sorry if the chapter's too short again 😅)