Only With You || Soukoku

|| The Worst Day ||

Since that very day, my life crumbled apart and lost the people I loved...

Like my parents, and now Atsushi.

I have nothing to do anymore... That's how life goes... Am I right, mom?

"People come and go", Is that it?

So what? Do I have to spend days lurking around in the darkness by being lonely?

Life is unknown, it's unexpected. That's why I have to be ready whatever happens...

Since the day Atsushi left, my old life came back to me, sitting alone every lunch, and continued doing my suicide attempts

I hope that nothing goes wrong this time, since no one would be there for me...

"I hope you'd stop hurting yourself.."

I'm sorry Atsushi, I can't help it because... I just really don't know what is the point of me living here...

But thank you for everything, you made me happy and seized the moment with me, thank you for coming into my life...

"Here I go...!"

Splash

- Later -

"Shit! Another attempt failed!" I shouted, kicking the roots of the tree

"Why can't I just die?!" I said as I was walking alone, ready to go home...

But I thought I was... But suddenly, one of my worst enemies came to harass me

"Ohhh~ who do we have here?"

"Tachihara..." I growled and clenched a fist

"Oho? what is this?" He said as he grabbed the letter from my hand

"Give it back!" I cried

"Like I would!" He said, laughing wickedly

"Don't... Do anything that... it's from a friend..."

"A friend?  Woah! I've never thought that someone like you would have one! I bet he ditched you because he's tired of seeing your face! What do you think?" He shouted as he ripped the paper before my eyes.

I stood there as I watched the paper getting torn. 

...but that's the last thing Atsushi has left me...

"You...! CURSE YOU!" I shouted and ran off to nowhere

"See ya!" He yelled from a distance

This is the worst day of my life. Because one, Atsushi left me. And two, Tachihara destroyed the letter that is special to me... Why does he hate me so much?! I don't understand him!

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As soon as I've arrived home, I placed my stuff in the corner of my room.

Living in the house of my parents makes me feel so lonely, I don't know what to do.

I sat at the edge side of the bed and laid myself to rest...

The next day is waiting for me to come

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End of chapter

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Aaaaaaa I'm sorry if this was too short qwq it's 10:54 pm and I still have an online class tomorrow. Okay, see you again in the next chapter! I'll write a new one ASAP. Okay, bai!

I'll edit this one if I have time TvT