Only With You || Soukoku

|| His Last Plan ||

- Dazai's POV -

So it's finally a Friday, huh..? Well, I guess it's like the last day of the week for me...

I kind of had a bad sleep again because of me having nightmares every night. Well, it actually started to occur since the day I argued with Chuuya

And because of that, my suicide attempts came back.

Welp, I don't know what to do since I have no one in my life, right? So it's better off if I die instead

And my last attempt... Is on the rooftop

I give up on my life... But that's okay! Because I don't have anything to worry about. And I won't be feeling empty anymore...

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- Chuuya's POV -

I guess I'm ready to tell Dazai the truth... But I'll tell him after school though because I can't hide it forever!

Geez, I'm so nervous

Oh c'mon, get a grip Chuuya! All you have to say are the words "I'm sorry" and "I won't do it again"

Well, good thing I'm okay with auntie now since I talked to her about him yesterday. She also gave some advice on how to fix my friendship with Dazai

But then I remembered something that echoed in my mind for hours now

"Just be honest about how you feel and release it"

I don't really understand what she meant by that. Is she up to something..?

Or maybe not. She doesn't even know who Dazai is, and she can't plan something really unlikely

But really, I'm still so confused about what she just said

What does she mean? Does she know something I don't?

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- Dazai's POV -

I think I'll have to say goodbye to everything here.. To my school, my life, and to everything, I will soon leave behind

I hope this goes well

But for now, I have to attend my classes... What a bummer.

But still, I'm so excited that I will soon be with my parents. And from there, my loneliness will now disappear

Darn, I'm starting to get nervous. But also so excited..!

I wonder how it feels like to be with the side of your parents once more..? Omg, that'll be a big relief

And the last thing I gotta do... Is to wait for the day to be over...

And if ever I'll die, I won't be having any regrets because I've already fulfilled my life!

I also met several people, but in the end... They just leave me all alone again.

I can't take this anymore. And I can't wait for everything that's going to happen. I mean... No one will miss me, right?

If ever someone would, that'll be impossible because no one cares about me.

But I'm grateful that Chuuya was my first love. Even if we're not together, I'll always and forever love him

Not as if he'll love me back anyway. Nah, who cares? That's why I'm doing this... For him... And for me to be free from myself

I'm doing this for both of us.

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End of chapter

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A/N

Okay, guys just hang in there! I'm already making the next chapter and hope y'all are still with me (waiting and waiting) but don't worry y'all, the fun part is about to begin ^v^

Do you all think Dazai will really die? (We'll soon find out)

And sorry if the chapter is too short 😅
I'll try to make longer ones next time 😁