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~Ming~

I went back to my room to find P'Kit eating on the bed," I ordered Pad Thai for you too." He said pointing at the bowl of food in front of him. I glanced in his direction. Then, I walked inside the restroom to wash my hands then went to sit next to him. " Are you still mad I didn't let you go to the Carnival?" I asked noticing his current mood. He shook his head no, with that response I smiled and proceeded to eat my meal. Then he said something that almost made me choke on my food. " You were right... I did sleep with Tul"-P'Kit said nonchalantly.

I was so taken aback  by the comment, it took me a moment to recover. Without breaking eye contact, I asked " Since  WHEN??!!!...". He bit his bottom lip, while shuffling his foot over the other and stated " that's shouldn't matter... it is in the past now. I want to give us a try.."-P'Kit responded. "WHAT DO YOU MEAN!!! IT DOESN'T MATTER? OF COURSE IT DOES MATTER!" I yelled my frustrations.

I told him I wanted to be exclusive with him, and he completely disregarded my feelings. And what does he do next?He hop in bed with another guy! I knew there was something going on between him and that Tul guy!! The moment I spotted him highly flirtatious with him.But hearing him confirm it is tearing me apart. " Ming!!! I promise it won't happen again!!! I mean you refused to have sex with me. So..."-P'Kit.

He stopped mid-sentence noticing the anger brewing in my eyes. "I could have kept quiet about it, Ming. But I decided to come clean, because I've decided to take a leap of faith with you. I- I-I Love you..."-P'Kit. I watched as P'Kit say those words and the tears that followed. This is the first time he has ever confessed his feelings for me. In fact, this the most open I've ever seen him.  He moved closer to me, then placed his hands over mine. "Let's make this work... I was hesitant at first. But I'm willing to give it a try"P'Kit.

"Well to start off, I don't like to share! Especially, my boyfriend. Let Tul know you are taken, or else I'll let him know." I said with emphasis, he simply nodded his head through his sobs. "Good! 😊 ...  I promise to be only for you. Nothing and no one will come between us. I love you too" I said then pecked him on the forehead. He hugged me so tightly, I could feel the walls he had built up was  finally coming down.

That evening we felled asleep in each other's embrace. When I awoke in the middle of the night, casting my gaze on the man I love the most. Everything in the universe felt right. And so I went on my Facebook and changed my relationship status.  With the caption *I'm off the market 🥰* This should send a message to everyone out there with eyes for Kit.

~Forth~

Beam has been awkward this entire evening, and was absent minded since he got back from answering his call. " Have you received bad news? You look troubled ..." I asked out of concern. This was a different side of him. Where was the energetic, bubbly Beam I met at my party? " Sorry... I'm just not feeling well.." he responded. I quickly waived the waiter over, "... we will take our food to go. My boyfriend isn't feeling well" I said without much thought. Honestly, it felt right calling Beam my boyfriend. My conversation with Ai'Kit earlier on she'd light on my own life.

Of once, I wanted to care for someone other than myself. We left the restaurant and I drove to a close by pharmacy for some medication. Then drove back to the resort with N'Beam. He was silent the entire ride there. " Where does it hurt Nong? I bought pain killers, cold and coughing medicine" I asked while rummaging through my stuff. Then he blurted out, " I like someone else Phi... and..," he looked up to read my expression. I was stunned 😳 and a bit confused. Before he could carry on with what he was saying, I interrupted and asked " You have a boyfriend?"

He shook his head no, " ... so you don't like me, is that what you're saying?" I asked. Again, he shook his head no. I took a deep breathe, and took a seat." Can you please make it make sense to me? I thought we had a connection and I really like you Beam. Even after this confession, I can't deny how I feel. I truly like you..." I said realizing my own words. And I meant every bit of it, he hasn't made up his mind yet it seems. Perhaps, I can show him I'm worthy of his time. "I need sometime to think it over..."-Beam

~Beam~

The whole scenario was weighing heave on my mind and soul, borderline making me sick. So I went ahead and confessed to P'Forth. I was about to tell him, with whom when he interrupted me. He stated that he is willing to fight for me, if I have yet to make up my mind. I can't help but wonder if he would still pursue me, if he knew who the other guy was. How would this entire situation pan out? So I told him I needed time to think it over. " I understand he responded... I came on too strong. I'll be heading back then..." P'Forth said grabbing his bag and head out.

I sat on my bed in silence, looking the bag of medicine he brought me. *This is the hardest decision I've ever had to make. I wanted my heart to do the choosing. But it is torn in half, with each guy holding on to a piece* I thought to myself, then read P'Lam's text again. I couldn't find the words to reply his text, so I left it on read and went to sleep. We have one last day here, then we head back Sunday morning. Hopefully, my head would be cleared enough to make a sound decision.

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