Can't Stand the Rain (SuperM x Reader)

Chapter 21

~ double update cause I feel bad for being gone for so long ~

"Motherfucking holy every loving fuck!"

The minute Y/N made it home, he/she/they ran into his/her/their room and slammed the door shut. Yeji and Jinyoung were sitting in the living room, jumping 5 feet in the air when Y/N shrieked those words. They looked at each other, silently asking which one would enter the room and deal with the burning rage and chaos in the dreaded place.

"You gotta do it," Yeji whispered quickly.

"Why do I have to?!" Jinyoung rushed out, also in a whisper. "I dealt with the last break down!"

Yeji shakes her head violently. "You know I'm not good with other people's emotions!"

"Neither am I!" Jinyoung counters. "But one of us has to go in there. You know the types of self destructive behavior Y/N has when stressed!"

"Alright fine," Yeji sighs. "How about we just go in together?"

Jinyoung nods in agreement. "Yeah fine."

Before they go to stand up, a loud crash is heard from Y/N's room along with a string of cuss words.

Yeji and Jinyoung look at each other with wide as, Yeji finally speaking up. "Maybe we wait a bit?"

"Yeah sounds good," Jinyoung nods rapidly.

~ Meanwhile in Y/N's room ~

"God fucking dammit!"

Y/n growls, chucking another plastic folder at the wall of his/her/their room. Y/n's head had been switching between shock, embarrassment, happiness (very very briefly), worry, surprise and pure anger.

"Those dumbasses," Y/N shrieked once again. "Those dumb fucking cute ass men!"

"I'm going to have to move schools," Y/N groans. "Or countries!"

"This cannot be happening!"

"I should be happy about this, my fucking crushes said we were dating!"

"But like, 7 FUCKING PEOPLE ARE MY CRUSHES!"

"Jay is going to tell pretty much everyone he knows!"

"My reputation here is over! Everyone is going to think I'm a fucking freak for liking 7 people!"

"And what if he noticed them?!"

"Their careers could be hurt by their impulsive mouths as well!!!"

Y/N let's out another scream, before falling back on his/her/their bed and glaring at the signed album he/she/they got at the fan meet event.

"You guys are idiots," Y/N whispers angrily. "That was so so so stupid."

Y/N groans, trying to stop tears from falling from his/her/their eyes. Instead of fighting them, Y/N just let's his/her/their head drop back on the bed and shuts his/her/their eyes. Suddenly, Y/N just flails his/her/their body, trying to rid all of the emotions building up.

I knock on the door breaks Y/N from his/her/their thoughts.

"Y/N?"

"Can we come in?"

Y/N grunts out a vague noise of allowance, so Yeji and Jinyoung very cautiously open the door, eyes widening at the sight of the messy room.

"Hey uh," Jinyoung begins. "I'm not gonna ask if you are alright cause you obviously aren't. So, do you wanna tell us what happened?"

Y/n just grunts again, shakes his/her/their head side to side slightly.

"Okay," Jinyoung nods. "Is there anything we can do for you right now?"

Y/N mumbles something, neither catching it.

"What was that?" Yeji questions softly.

"Ice cream," Y/N whispers once again.

"Um, we are out right now," Yeji responds hesitantly as Y/N groans at the statement. "But we can go out and get some really quick if you would like."

"Yes please," Y/N pleads softly.

"Alright," Jinyoung agrees. "We'll be back in 20."

Y/N nods, waving them off just barely.

Once they are gone, Y/N turns on his/her/their side and curls up, once again death glaring at the signed album.

~ And now time for the other side of the freak out ~

"How could you guys have been so dumb?!" Taeyong growls.

"Like we love you guys," Kai continues for him. "But that was a dumbass move!"

"We know that okay?" Ten groans out. "But it just happened!"

"Yeah," Lucas defends. "It's not like you three didn't want to say anything."

"But we didn't!" Mark cries. "We didn't, cause it was stupid to do!"

"And now Y/N is probably pissed at us," Taeyong points out. "And any real feelings he/she/they could have had for us are probably dwindling."

Taemin looks down sadly. "We are sorry okay! We couldn't control ourselves."

"Let's just see if we can get Y/N to talk to us," Baekhyun reasons. "I'm sure he/she/they want an explanation."

"Do you think Y/N is even gonna answer us at this point?" Lucas questions.

"We can try," Ten mumbles.

~ Back with our favorite main character ~

"Hey um Y/N," Jinyoung calls out from behind Y/N's door. "We got your ice cream."

"Come in," Y/N mumbles, the two outside the door following orders.

Yeji sighs her friends curled up on his/her/their bed. "Here you go."

Y/N takes the ice cream and spoon, immediately shoving a spoonful into his/her/their mouth.

Jinyoung and Yeji look at each over, vowing internally to beat the shit out of whoever did this to Y/N.

"Are you ready to talk now Y/N?" Jinyoung asks quietly.

Y/N shakes his/her/their head, shoving another spoonful of ice cream in his/her/their mouth.

"Okay then," Jinyoung hums. "We will leave you alone for a little while. We'll bring you food later."

Y/N nods, mumbling a thank you as the two leave the room. Y/N continues to eat ice cream, deciding to turn on a show in the process in order to full calm down. However, that quiet was ruined when his/her/their phone went off. Y/N looks over then shrieks, throwing the phone away.

Taeyongie is calling...

"Shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit," Y/N groans, grabbing his/her/their hair.

Y/N let's the phone ring, staring at it like it was the devil themself. It finally stops ringing, only for Taeyong to call again. This happens a few more times before Y/N finally gathers up the courage to answer.

"Y/N? You finally answered! Shit okay we are so so so sorry! I'm not gonna ask you to talk to us, but if you want an explanation, can you please come to the practice room tomorrow? We are really sorry for freaking you out, but we want to explain."

Y/N sighs, then hangs up the phone without responding. Y/N pauses, trying to think of the array of reasons why he/she/they should and should not go. Finally, Y/N makes a decision.

To: Taeyongie

I'll come after class...

Despite the obvious sound of getting a response to the text, Y/N turns his/her/their phone off and tosses it onto his/her/their desk. Y/N tunes the show back on and grabs his/her/their ice cream, trying to distract him/her/their self.