Selcouth [G.W]

Chapter 18

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Sunday. September. 21. 1995 

Nirvana (n.)- A place characterized by freedom from or oblivion to pain, worry, and the external world.

Millie P.O.V

I'm back in my old bedroom. Everything looks exactly as I left it. The bed unmade, disheveled, and ruffled as he left it. My clothes sprawled on the floor. I felt as if everything was moving in slow-mo as I turned my head to the corner of the room seeing a girl, her knees tightly to her chest as she stared at the bed. Her eyes were dull and lifeless and her skin looked unhealthy pale on her brown skin.

I timidly walked over to the girl. Her eyes never straying from the bed, even when I stepped in front of her, "Are you alright?" I speak. My words echoing around the room. The Fragile girl doesn't answer as if no one spoke to her at all, keeping her eyes to the bed.

I open my mouth to speak again but quickly shut it once I hear faint footsteps. I snap my head to the half-open door. For a reason unknown to me my breathing instantly picks up and my hands start to shake as the footsteps get closer. I look back at the girl, her head now focused on the door the same fear-stricken expression gracing her fatigue face like I know it graced mine.

I need to protect her.

Without hesitance, I put my body in front of the scared girl shielding her from the unknown beast. The footsteps get louder until they stop and the door slowly opens. The creaking noise only builds to my anxiety as I see a foot step inside. As if even the door was screaming at me to run away. I don't. My hard exterior crumbles as the door closes all the way, coming face to face with him. My entire body freezes and my lip quiver.

Just like that the girl is gone and I am now in the corner but this time no one is protecting me. He slowly walks towards me like a lion walking towards its meak prey. My entire body starts to shake as my eyes begin to water. I shake my head rapidly closing my eyes praying he will go away.

But he doesn't. I still hear his footsteps approaching, stopping when he's right in front of me. I could smell the expensive cologne off of him and it only made me tear up even more, "Please... please don't hurt me." I plead hiding my face in my arms letting the tears run down.

"I'll make you feel good" His dark eerie voice speaks, making me sob even louder, my crying echoing the cold room. Reminding me that I'm all alone. Alone with him.

I slowly lifted my head up to face him only to choke out another cry as I came face to face with his dark blue eyes that held an evil glint "Ple- please... Don't" I beg but he only tilts his head pouting.

"Shhh you'll wake your mother" He reaches his hands out to grab me and as soon as I feel his filthy cold hands on my skin I scream.

"No please!" I screech, opening my eyes seeing that I'm in my dorms and my alarm was going off, the sun was shining through the window. I looked frantically around my room as my chin trembled. The burning in my eye indicating I'm on the brink of crying.

I rip the covers from my body feeling constricted and the bile rising in my throat. I barely made it to the toilet before I started to puke. After 5 minutes of me yacking up my food and possibly my liver and another 1 minute of just gagging from seeing my throw up in the toilet I flush and stand up, hastily wiping my mouth and going to the sink.