Tsukkihina ~ secret mate

Chapter 14

Hinata was looking around the bathroom and trying to find the positive in this situation. He got up and put everything back into his bag. He looked in the mirror and looked at his face. "Am I really going to be a parent? Will I even be a good one?" Hinata walked back to his room and covered himself in his blankets. The scent in his room was filled with sadness and loneliness. It wasn't as sweet as it was before. It was more of a sour and nasty kind of scent.

When his mother and sister both got home and made dinner he told them he didn't want any. That he wanted to be alone and that he won't be going to school tomorrow. He looked at his closed door and buried himself even more in his blankets. He stayed there for the rest of the day. He didn't feel like doing anything. He felt like his life was over.

His mother knew something was up and she wanted to go and ask but Hinata asked to be alone and she respected her son's wishes. She would knock on the door but there was no response. When she would walk past his room she could smell the faint scent of her son and it wasn't like it normally was. It was almost ten times stronger than before. It was a very sour smell and she knew something was wrong.

"Hey sweetie... is there something wrong?" Hinata's mother knocked on the door one last time. "Sweetheart can I come in?"

"No... please don't come in" Hinata said softly. He was underneath his blankets and he was now in one of the hoodies Tsukki had left behind. He missed the familiar scent of him and wanted him here more than anything but he was just so scared.

"Okay sweetie... but we have to talk tomorrow okay" She said and heard Hinata let out a little okay before she finally left.

Natsu also tried to get to Hinata but his mother stopped her before she could even get close to the door.

Hinata was on his phone for most of the day and when it finally became night time all the what if's came back when it was finally just him and his thoughts. He tossed and turned all night trying to get comfortable. Once he's back in Tsukki's arms then maybe everything will be okay again.

That night Hinata couldn't sleep. He never found a comfortable spot and his thoughts kept him awake. He didn't know what time it was because his phone died sometime into the night and he was too lazy to get up and charge it. He knew his mother left for work and Natsu left for school so it couldn't be morning anymore, maybe it was the afternoon.

It probably wasn't good for him to be alone or without his mate when he's like this but what could he do. Tsukki was probably at school now and he didn't want to tell his mother just yet. He probably got a lot of messages from everyone today again. Hinata sighed and looked around his room looking for something to give him any motivation to get up and at least move around.

That was when his stomach started to growl. Hinata really didn't want to but his body was telling him he needed food. Hinata eventually got out of his bed and went to the kitchen. His mother had already made him breakfast and left some in a clear container for him to eat. He smiled a little and thanked his mother in his head and opened it.

Hinata started to eat the food and he loved it. It was probably the best food he's ever had. He didn't know why it was suddenly so good but he didnt care. He started to eat it all and just as he was about to finish the last bit his stomach started to feel strange and he began to feel a little nauseous. He held his stomach until it went away but it wasn't and something was coming up his throat. He ran to the restroom and went straight for the toilet.

He threw up all of what he had just ate. It hurt his throat but he couldn't stop. He just suddenly felt so nauseous and his stomach hurt for some unknown reason. Was it the stress and anxiety he was feeling. He didn't know but it hurt. It hurt a lot. He stayed in the bathroom for a while by the toilet holding his stomach till it stopped hurting.