Slytherins' missing girl (draco malfoy)

13.

I'm happy for him.

It's hurts me like hell. But if he's happy then I'll learn to live with it.

The news reports of him and Sabrina kissing came on as soon as I sat down and Hermione went to bed.

I stupidly watch the whole report and it only hurt more.

Soon I just decided I had to leave. So I write my letters (my signature) and left them for Harry, Ron and Hermione and then another for Elena that I'd leave in the stable.

I placed the three for Hermione, Harry and Ron on the kitchen counter and grabbed a chain to tie around Amethysts neck so he could fly along side Flynn.

I put my hood up and grabbed any trace that I'd been there. It was better this way. I wouldn't be putting them at risk if I was gone.

And with that I walked out to Flynn and was gone by sunrise.

I contacted the nurses at my fathers hospital and gave them my new number in case there were any changes or improvements.

Then I quickly stopped by the stables to give Elena her letter and reassure her I'd see her soon.

Now came the hard part. Figuring out where was safe to go. All o knew was it had to be far away from Draco. I just needed time.

*12 years ago*

"Viper where are you going?" Draco called after me.

"Anywhere but here!" I said as I stormed out the hall.

"Viper!" He called as he chased after me. "Viper wait." He said as he caught my arm and turned me to face him.

"No." I said.

"Why not? You'll miss the Goblet of fire picking." He said and I pulled away.

"The goblet of fire is a barbaric game where wizard or which are pit against each other and faced with dragons." I hissed.

"Wait there's dragons this year? Interesting." He said and this time I slapped him across the face.

"Those dragons have done nothing wrong. The fact you can even say that disgusts me." I said before I stormed off.

That was our first fight.

He didn't follow me. He didn't even check on me. It was the first time I'd felt hurt by Draco.

I hid in the common room for the rest of the time with Flynn.

"How could something so innocent be treated so violently." I sighed half way through grooming Flynn. Then Draco and some of his friends came in and I had to act fast to hide Flynn. Not many people knew I had him.

Draco ignored me as he walked in. Giving me the infamous Draco Malfoy cold stare. So I left the room and went up to my dorm. Little did I know one of his friends followed me. 

"Dragon lover." He spat at me.

"Sorry?" I said.

"You think those beats have a heart? They'd kill you first chance they got." He said. His grammar was shocking.

He was an idiot so I turned my back. But what a mistake that was.

"Don't turn your back on me." He barked and pushed me to the ground. "I suggest you go apologise to Draco before her takes it out on us." I looked at my arm that had been cut in the chest at the bottom of Ace (my main friend in Slytherin.)  bed.

Her then yanked me my and practically dragged me back down till he got close to being in Draco's eye-line and let me go.

I shuffled out whilst holding my now bleeding arm. When I reached Draco he raised and eyebrow at me. I couldn't find the words to say. Luckily he saw my arm before I had to say anything.

"Viper your arm?!" He said sounding alarmed.

"It's nothing." I said as the other boys all started to get alarmed as well. Draco gently took my arm so he could get a better look at it and then realised I was shaking.

"Baby your shaking." He said sadly. I couldn't look at him. He then looked over my shoulder and saw the boy who had done it.

"Was this his fault?" He said through gritted teeth.

But before I could answer one of the boys had to catch me. I was too dizzy from losing the blood. I looked up and saw Crabbe who then walked me over to a seat.

Draco called the nurse to come to us because he refused to take me to her. He said it was to ensure I didn't fall on the way over there.

The nurse stitched my arm up and just told me to rest it for a week. So I couldn't do magic or anything because it was my dominant arm that got hurt.

I didn't mind though it gave me an excuse to stay away from the topic of the goblet of fire. Apparently people didn't think the same as me. To them I was the weird one.

When the nurse left I just laid on my bed looking up at the ceiling. I heard a knock on the door and looked over but I hadn't expected to see Draco.

"How are you feeling?" He ask as he slowly made his way over. I just sighed.

I felt a lot at that point. Defeated. Trapped. Alone. Weird. Hurt. Untrusting. Anxious. Shaken. Etc.

"Tired." I just sighed. The perfect excuse. People never ask me questions when I'm tired and put your mood in as a affect of you being tired. It's just believable.

"I'm sorry. I should of seen you were upset, and for a second I'd forgotten about Flynn. It makes sense why you wouldn't want to see them use dragons for a trial." He said sadly. But I stayed quite. I didn't want to say the wrong thing again. "Viper, baby please talk to me. What happened to your arm?" I let out a long sigh and told him everything. Not just what had happened but how I was feeling, why I was against the trials,and a load of other stuff I'd been keeping in.

By then end he sat down next to me and pulled me into a hug. He kissed my forehead and whispered "I'm sorry." To me.

*present time*

Thinking back to that memory brings me to tears. How could a boy who made me so happy now cause me the most and worst pain I'd ever felt.