Opposites Attract

Grand Piano

It seems as if everyone in this room knows something I don't. As if I'm blind here. People giving me weird looks and snickering as I walk by. Something wasn't right at all.

I walk around the park looking for somewhere to be alone. I wish Renae had come ,so at least I know someone and have someone to talk to. I feel as if Zayn's hiding something from me. He has been so clingy since we came to Limelight. I was sitting there until I was aware someone was beside me. She was a red headed girl who I've seen on Facebook , I guess she was cool with Zayn.

She look at me for a second and started laughing. Is this girl mad?? She's creeping me out and it ain't even funny. She just said mhmm and walk off. As she left I spoke ,"what do you want ??",she turned around swiftly looking at me as if she was eager to tell me something. She sat back in the same position .

"Yor clueless to what's going on?? But let's just say ur lil loyal Zayn wasn't loyal when we was having sex!" She said bluntly and then she turned around digging into her bag , "oh and please return this to Zayn and tell him to come back anytime..",it was the chain that he bought for us on our 3 month anniversary he took my birthdate and I took his.I was speechless , I didn't know what to say, I wasn't gonna fight over him and I wasn't gonna do anything or say anything bad to that girl or anyone. Zayn is the one I'll fight and cuss but not now. Right now I needed to be around loyal people who really love me so I made my way out limelight and headed to the transport center. I had to go home and cuddle with my twin. He probably down too since I'm not happy. Its a twin thing you wouldn't understand .

I waited on my bus to come , when it came I sat right at the back of the bus listening to Nicki Minaj's Grand Piano. This song just hit the spot and I was bawling in the bus can you imagine a soon 18 year old , bawling inside of a public bus. Embarrassed that was the last thing onmy mind right now .

"The people are talking
The people are saying that you have been playing my heart like a grand piano. So play on playyy onnn . "

My stop was coming up next thank God it wasnt a pack of people in the bus but just a few and no one knows me so I guess. I hop of the bus and walk slowly up the boulevard to the community I live.

At last I reached to the gate. Sandra , the normal security wasn't here today so I had to wait for my brother to answer the phone and tell them I am in fact that I live here. This wasn't my day at all.

"Hi sweetness how u one suhh hot can get yu number??", the new security said to me. He was my mother's age and it was so disgusting . I quickly walked off , using my key to open the door . I kicked off my shoes and went up to my brother's room. He gave me that sincere look and stretch out his arm for a hug and there was where the waterworks started.

I know y'all Jamaican gyals be like why shi a bawl ova him she on some American shit. But I really loved him and he took me out of my comfort zone. He embarrassed me and I hate being embarrassed.

He wasn't nothing but just as how I thought he was , a player and a conniving piece of shit. He can continue messing with his Facebook hoes. She wasn't cuter than me, damn the bitch look like Grinch's daughter fucked E.T. and got her cause she looks like a descendant of them. Her synthetic hair was pass outdated it needs to be taken out. Her clothes was so basic I mean , if you cheating , niqqa do it with someone who at least up to my standards. Woiie mek mi behave miself.

"You can't be crying over boys now," he said hugging me,"I don't want my sister to be like them other bitches ,so hush now".

I just shut up because he was right. I was also puzzled on how he knew about that.

"How yu know ??"I murmured.

"I know everything sis".

I sniffled a little more.I soon went to sleep.

Five mins into my nap I was interrupted by a knock on the door. I then realized I was still in Shane's room. I slowly walked to the door opening it. I saw it was Zayn...
As I turned my back I heard him bellow all sorts of sorry ass drama. I didn't want to hear anything from him. Once is good enough, if you can't be honest I'm done. I walked over to the door, indicating that he should leave..

"So are you gonna leave me without even getting my side a story??!" He shouted. I have never seen him this angry.
"Yes cause if you were so faithful you would've told the night or morning it happen you seem to get all angry when people find out what's going on. And I  didn't want to go Treez but you insisted. So was that what you want me to find out?? Mi dunn wid yu bloodclaat!!"I huffed after  I finished screaming.
He looked at me one last time mouthing sorry then left. I really don't care what he had to say.

"Yu good??”, Shane said.
I was on the verge of crying again. I felt like a stupid bitch. I guessed Shane realized because he hugged me tight allowing me to drown his shirt with tears. Not only was I crying cause I'm hurt but because I'm embarrassed. I'll just go back to that Shanil that was all to herself. The one that didn't have the drama in her life . The one that's speaking to you right now.

Not the best but filler.
I'm having a writers block ...