Miss moving on

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"My girl watch weh yah guh,'he said harshly. I frown at his attitude. He was so cute, I was so attracted but his attitude was so far from nice. It stink like shit.

I found a spot underneath one of the big trees. Taking in how beautiful the scenery was. The leaves danced in the wind. I could glimpse the heavy traffic on the main as now was peak hours. I glanced over at one of the cabanas remembering the first date me and Zayn had , thinking of it that was our only date. Pictures flash-backed in my mind of us kissing, our laughter , the camera sound. Everything. Again, tears rolled down my cheek. I looked over to where the crowd was no one seemed to remember I was here, and I was so glad. Zayn appeared in my vision, he was laughing, dancing and playing around with his friends while I was still crying over him.

"Damn you fucking idiot, don't u see he doesn't care about you, move on already," I cursed myself ,"can't u see that he's not even looking at you. Yes your in love with his great personality and his nice smile and the way he made you feel important,but he's not loyal babyg he's just a 2 faced bastard who plays with your heart,don't go back,don't go back."

I wiped my face reading a book on Wattpad, it fit my situation but she didn't gave up on the boy. Deep down I know I can get over him. What am I saying, I'm over him. He's so.... Like old news.

I looked up spotting him. I stared at each and every step he took. He was indeed an handsome being. It look as if he felt my eyes on him. He looked up , smiling in my direction. I looked back down feeling weird in my tummy. This dude trapped me or something. I heard foot steps on the grass near me. I saw him walking towards me, I felt bad, miserable, happy , disgusting, anxious. Just mix feelings.

He stood over me . I looked but not meeting his dick first, he was glancing down on me as if he knew what was going through my mind. i don't want to go back to u Zayn, ur too bad for me, very bad at that, I repeatedly said in my mind.

He sat right beside me on the grass. I didn't even bother looking at him, I just looked at the gathering.I felt his strong arm around my waist, he drew closer to me. Too close . I could feel his hot breathe on my face, of course he was staring on me.

"what do you want Zayn??" I asked looking into his pretty eyes. Stop Shanil don't u see that he's no good.

"I can't sit beside a beautiful girl,' he said with a mischevious grin.I was very upset at him now.

" No seriously weh the raas yu want?? Yu nu duh mi enough, what yu really want??Just leave mi out nuh, cause yu nah do nothing right to me right now ," I yelled in frustration. I could feel tears trickling down my cheeks. He sighed.

"Shanil, baby I'm sorry,"he said giving me his puppy eyes. Newsflash that doesn't work again. My whole get a man mission was an epic fail.

"Haha,"I laughed dryly," baby I'm tired of hearing that now. Retry. I don't think I'll ever go back inna relationship with u, at least not in the near future. Your too much of a fuck boy , a waste boii and more so a fucking pussyhole. so avoid me. Just shub out now." I said picking up my bag. I walked away. I was going to a salad bar to refresh myself. I put on my ray bans and texted Shane telling him about my whereabouts. I'm finally over that jackass.Miss moving on.

20 minutes later

I took my salad to the nearest table. I looked out seeing the traffic pass by. I was very relaxed now while eating my salad.

"Umm can I sit here?"I looked up there was this dark skinned boy with a box in his hand. I shook my head yes. He sat before me.

"Lashawn,"I heard him say, I was confused so I looked at him weirdly,"My name is Lashawn, what's yours??",he clarified.

"Oh, I'm Shanil,"I replied back. Maybe he's the start I'm looking for. I went back to eating my salad.

Due to that exchange of words, we were now in a full blown conversation . I've learnt that he attended Jamaica College and was on he football team. He was not into social medias but he dies have an Instagram. He lives in Spanish Town and gladly he's single.

"So where are you going now??," he asked.
"I'm going to the transport centre to wait on my brother," I said picking up my bag. I looked over at him seeing that he frowned. Aww, he's so cute.

"Would you mind if I followed you, I'm going up to my school for football training,"I was more than happy he asked. I was this close in dancing out in public. Ask me about Zayn, I can gladly respond Zayn who??

I shook my head yes. He followed behind me. I knew for a fact that this boy was staring at my ass but I don't care. I just flaunted it. He chuckled at my actions.
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We walked up to Shane, like expected Lashawn knew him. Out of no where Zayn came. I rolled my eyes at him. He had the audacity to come up trying to hug me, I moved swifly out of his way. Like swerve my niqqa. He looked at me sad, I don't care. Lashawn came over beside me and hugged me which I allowed. I looked at him and back at Zayn.
Zayn was looking at him obviously angry while Lashawn was smirking. Did I miss something here?? Did these two know each other or something??
I'm totally lost here.

short update.I'm currently working on the next update but I realized its a long long time since y'all got a read. this was to be a part of the next update. But I also wanted to apologize l, I had school and school comes before everything as that's my only way out of poverty I'm kidding to be successful. but I love y'all and appreciate y'all for holding me down. Shit I'm near to getting 3k reads but still y'all ghost asf be reading and ain't commenting nor voting. but I'll still update cause I love Wattpad that much. oh BTW excuse errors this wasn't proofread.

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