Taehyung was the darling child of his beloved parents. As an only child of his parents, he wanted to make them proud. But how did a virtuoso like him manage to become a gigolo?
Jungkook married the love of his life
and would do anything to save th...
Trust your instincts, and make judgements on what your heart tells you. The heart will not betray you.
David Gemmell, Fall of Kings (Troy, #3)
Jungkook P.O.V
Life is probably one of the best teachers I've come across. But I really wasn’t an ideal student. I made life fail to teach me the importance of peace, I didn’t let life make me realise the importance of following the instructions from brain. I always gave importance to my heart. I did whatever my heart desired. But I didn’t know my heart desired chaos. It chose a wrong person to love. It chose a wrong owner for itself.
If anyone asks me to define peace, I'll say,
'I've quite simple view of peace. For me peace is sitting on my comfy couch, sketching on my sketch book, listening to music while drinking a cup of hot chocolate.'.
But my heart didn’t crave peace back then. It craved chaos and anarchy. Now I don't know how to stop the chaos in my heart. I thought moving on from Emilia would put an end to this never ending chaos. But the person who was unknowingly helping me to move on was also encouraging my heart to be more chaotic. I never knew I would grow feelings for a man.
The person my heart chose to love after Emilia was a man. A man who can easily sway a crowd to their point of view with only words and body language. A man who had the kind of face that stopped anyone in their tracks. But the man was an escort, he was a person who warmed other's beds for money. I know I had know right to judge his choice of profession, but humans are judgmental by nature and I'm a human!
I didn’t like the fact that he pleasured otter people to keep his family alive. But I knew he had his reasons. After all not everyone is born with a silver spoon in their mouth. For some unknown reason, I wanted to put an end to his misery, but I didn’t have the right to do so. My heart clenched whenever he mentioned his clients names in front of me.
I knew a possessive person like me could never have someone like him. My brain wouldn’t allow me to love someone who warms stangers beds for money. But my heart was stubborn. It wanted what it wanted.
The war between my heart and brain was suffocating me. I was lost. My brain was telling me to end things with Emilia first but my heart was begging me to make him mine secretly. I shuddered imperceptibly at the thought of dating Taehyung secretly.
I didn’t know if Taehyung felt the same way for me but that didn’t stop me from wanting him. It made me more determined to make him mine.
With a shaky breath, I made a decision which I turned our lives upside down.
