Chapter nineteen

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Make mistakes, take chances, be silly, be imperfect, trust yourself and follow your heart.”
     Anonymous

Taehyung P.O.V

Everytime someone walks away from my life, I remind myself that they've played their role and now it's time for me to let them go but mann it still stings. Some wounds take an eternity to heal.

When Seohyun walked out of my life, I was devastated, had no roof over my head, had no college degree and had four mouths to feed. I even considered ending my life just to run away from my responsibilities but couldn’t bring myself to do it. I never understood the concept of love, yet I found myself shedding tears for her. I guess I was so used to having her by my side that a huge part of me wasn’t ready to let her go. But life has astonishing ways to teach us lessons.

"What got your pretty little head thinking hmm?", Jungkook asked, sitting beside me on the couch.

" This and that. Don't worry about it".

"Listen to me Mr.Kim---", he said, wrapping his hands around me to pull me closer, " you're not allowed to think about anything and anyone when you're with me. Am I clear?".

I let him pull me closer towards him. "Getting bold aren't we?. I gently sucked on his earlobe with my mouth, eliciting a loud moan from his mouth.

"What do you plan to do tonight?", he whispered huskily to my ear, earning a loud groan from me.

" What do you want me to do tonight?".

"Let's get freaky!"

"What about your wife?"

"What about her?", he shot back, raising his perfectly trimmed eyebrows at me.

" I thought you, I thought you love your wife!", I mumbled under my breath.

"How can you continue loving someone who can't respect your feelings for them? Yes, I'm aware of her wrong doings. I know she's sleeping around behind my back. Still I was ready to forgive her for doing this to me. But, I won't let her play with my feelings anymore, I wont let her use me anymore.", he said through gritted teeth.

" I'm- I'm proud of you.", I said before pulling him in for a hug.

"I'm proud of myself too.", he murmured against my shoulder. "Let's not talk about my wife anymore. Don't ruin my night.'.

" Don't worry, I wont. My job is to make people's nights pleasent, remember "?, I said, wiggling my eyebrows at him.

" Way to kill the mood." he tsked, rolling is eyes. "Promise me you won't mention your profession tonight!  At least not when we're about to fuck!"

" We're about to what?!".

"You heard me!".

" But but, have you ever fucked or got fucked by a man?".

"N-no. I have only had s-sex with Em in my entire life.", he stammered, making me coo at his cuteness.

" I'm about to take your ass virginity! No I can't do that to you! Your first time as a bottom should me special!"

"That's exactly why I'm asking you to fuck me!", he shouted. " I trust you with my body."

"You want it? You want me soo bad, don't you? Your wish will be granted".

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A/N: We all hate cliffhangers, don't we? Btw, how are you guys doing? I'm sorry for disappearing without any notice!
Also, who's excited for the Grammys?

A/N: We all hate cliffhangers, don't we? Btw, how are you guys doing? I'm sorry for disappearing without any notice!Also, who's excited for the Grammys?

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