Taehyung was the darling child of his beloved parents. As an only child of his parents, he wanted to make them proud. But how did a virtuoso like him manage to become a gigolo?
Jungkook married the love of his life
and would do anything to save th...
"You have to make mistakes to find out who you aren't. You take the action, and the insight follows: You don't think your way into becoming yourself." -
Anne Lamott.
Hoseok P.O.V
If an act or judgment done by you is wrong and misguided, you can call it a mistake. Mistakes are unintentional , generally. But an error in judgment can be both with or without intent.
You can't call an intentional mistake a mistake. Because you have done it intentionally.
The night I spent with Emilia wasn't exactly a mistake. I was tipsy not drunk. Yet I decided to Emilia to bed. The day I woke up next to a naked Emilia was the day I realised that not all mistakes are for.
I felt nauseous seeing her naked body lying next to me. I felt like dying. As much as I wanted Jungkook to stay in the dark, I knew he would find out the truth eventually.
I never understood why Jungkook was desperate to save their marriage. I never understood how a woman like Emilia managed to make a man like Jungkook fall for her. It was obvious that she didn't love Jungkook, she never loved Jungkook. She married his wealth, not him.
Soyeon was no better than Emilia but she tried her best to keep me interested in her. But she couldn't give 100 percent of herself to me, for some unknown reason.
"Emilia, that night was a mistake. It won't happen again.", I scream at her, rubbing my forehead in frustration. She laughed at me eerily before saying,
"Oh please! Don't act like you never wanted me to spread my beautiful legs for you. I saw the way you eyed my body that night. I saw the way you eyed my boobs, my thin waist. You weren't drunk enough to forget your surroundings that night, Hoseok. You knew what you were doing. Nothing stopped you from dragging me to bed that night, then what's stopping you now?".
"My conscience. I can't do this to Jungkook.".
"The damage has been done already my dear. Hoseok, Jungkook will never find out what happens between us. What happens between us will stay between us, rest assured darling.", she whispered seductively before wrapping her arms around my nape and pressing her boobs against my chest.
I wanted to push her away but as soon as she pressed her lips against mine, my body and mind stopped working and I found myself kissing her back. I sucked her bottom lip harshly. She let out a breathy moan, snapping my out of the trance. I quickly shoved her off me started to walk away from her.
"Jung Hoseok, you're attracted to me!! You can't keep running away from your feelings. Man up and learn to take your responsibilities.", she shouted at me, laughing her butt off.
"YOU learn to take no as an answer you conceited woman. You're so full of yourself. I don't know what Jungkook sees in you or why he is head over heels in love with you. I can't wait for him to find out about your wrongdoings.", I spat at her. She laughed gaily at me, shaking her head as if I told her something hella funny.
"No one can resist my charms darling. Don't forget one thing Jung Hoseok, if I'm going down, you're going down with me.", she said and blew a kiss at before turning on her heel and walking away from me.
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That's all for today. Thank you so much for reading this book. Your votes and comments mean a lot to me. I'm really grateful to all of you for giving this shitty af book a try. Stay happy, stay safe. If you're depressed and want your voice(s) to be heard, I'm all ears. I am getting better by the way. Keep praying for my family...
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