Burning Myself

Where I Belong

I could have said no,

i could have done the smart thing,

But I needed to feel alive,

but dead at the same time.

I wanted that high,

I needed that fantasy,

Make it a reality.

Decisions were too easy, 

I didn't think.

I just did, and I was ready to take it on,

and I knew that I suddenly belonged.

So when Landon offered me the pills, I took them, 

No questions asked,

I didn't even know what they were.

There was four of them,

four little tablets,

four little white death pills,

and I grabbed a cup sitting on the table and swallowed them,

and I closed my eyes as each of them went down my throat,

one 

by 

one 

by

one

by 

one...

and I was now in this existance,

and I opened my eyes and peared into Landon's hungry eyes,

and I'm ready to take this on....

and I realize,

this is where I belong...