I think I like you (killugon)

Part 18

Gon woke up to a loud bang. He recognized the sound, he had heard it once before. Gon and his father once went on a camping trip where his father taught him how to hunt. He didn't mind the experience but he would never do it again. The sound he had just heard was a gun shot. He was confused, maybe he dreamt it. His suspicions where confirmed when he heard a second gun shot. It sounded like it was coming from right outside his door. He silently got up, he made his way to the door and cracked it open. Gon was relieved to see there was no one there. He began tiptoeing down the dark hall way, he could see from under killua's door the light was on. When he got to killua's room he cracked the door open. He froze in fear, there Killua was laying with two bullet holes in his chest. After a moment he snapped out of it. Gon rushed over to killua not caring if the person who did this was still near by. He picked up killua's head and put it in his lap. "I'm here for you Killua." He whispered. Killua's eyes opened. "Gon? Fuck off." He heard the cocking of a gun to his left. He turned his head and there was a barrel pointed at his forehead.

Gon was sat up in bed. He was sweating balls, he could tell he was pale. The bright morning sun was shining into his room. He needed to see Killua. The sweater he was wearing was killua's, but this wasn't enough. He stood up, his legs were a little weak. He opened his door and rushed down the hall way. Once in front of killua's door he froze. The memories of their fight returned. He knocked on the door and ask Killua to open up but the room stayed quiet. "If you don't open this door in five seconds I'm coming in." Gon demanded. After a few seconds he swung the door open. Killua wasn't there, did he leave for school already? Gon rushed over to the drawers where he was keeping his cloths. They were empty. His heart sank. Did he really leave? His heart wasn't beating faster but the thumps felt harder, sharper and more painful. He sluggishly walk through the hall way and down the stairs. Aunt mito was sitting at the table drinking a coffee. "Good morning sleepyhead" she greeted. "Where's Killua?" Gon questioned, not even thinking about her "good morning." "He said he had to go home which is a shame but you guys talked about it last night I'm sure. He told me not to wake you up earlier then you needed to since you were a bit under the weather still. You'll see him at school so what's the matter?" Gon was sad at this response. He took out his phone and call Killua but there was no answer. Gon quickly ate breakfast and got ready for school, he could waste anytime.

"Ok I'll see you later aunt mito." Gon said closing the front door and locking it behind him. This was the first time he hadn't walked with Killua since the very first day of school, they always would walk together so it broke his heart to think about how they wouldn't be able to anymore. Gon wasn't often depressed but yesterday was such a horrible day he couldn't help it. He had sex for the first time, he had fun but the whole situation with killua brought down his mood. He felt someone grab his hand, his eyes shot up to see if it was Killua. "Good morning, I haven't seen you not walk with that killua yet? You too get into a fight or something?" Said the blonde girl next to him still holding his hand. Retz was a nice girl but she was a bit clingy for Gon. "No haha he just slept in." Gon said lying through his teeth. It's not like she needed to know the truth, and what would he even say. They walked to school together for today. Gon tried to shake off her hand but she just changed to gripping his whole arm.

They split paths at their lockers and headed to class. When Gon got to class he was greeted by Kurapika and Leorio. They asked if he was feeling better which he thought about for a moment. Physically he felt much better but emotionally he was drained. He wondered how Killua felt. "Yeah much better." He said with a grin. They took their seats and began to listen to the teacher, Gon tried but he couldn't payed any attention. He wanted to see killua.

        Once the bell had rung he bolted to his next class. Gon stood in front of the classroom door. The anxiety he felt in this moment reminded him of the first day of school, he hoped that just like the first day of school he would see his perfect, fluffy white haired friend. Gon entered the classroom and sat down in his chair. Every day killua would come in around 3 minutes after him since he had the previous class on the third floor. Gon's eyes shifted back and forth from the clock to the door, all this classmates entered the class but none were Killua yet. Retz entered the class and like usual while walking to her seat she stopped in front of Gon. She smiled at him but this didn't make him feel any better. They exchanged good mornings for the second time today. Retz was still talking to him when she decided she would sit with him. Gon looked at her a little confused. "Oh sorry that's killua's seat." He said smiling trying not to make her feel uncomfortable. At this moment Killua entered the classroom. Killua saw Retz and Gon smiling and talking and she was in his seat. Instead of walking over and telling the girl he disliked to get out of his normal seat he tried to brush it off, it's not like he was in the mood to sit with Gon anyways. Killua made his way to the back of the class where there was an extra seat. "Oh seems like killua doesn't mind." Retz said to Gon as they both watched killua sitting down, she smiled. To her it felt like she had won. The teacher began to speak which made her turn around in her seat. Gon occasionally looked back glancing at Killua. 'He knows I don't like Retz very much, why couldn't he have saved me?' Gon thought while pouting. The person who previously sat in that seat he used to love speaking to, now he couldn't wait for the class to end.

      The bell rang and Killua was read to bolt out of the classroom, and Gon was read to follow. Sadly he was held up by Retz talking about some crap he couldn't care less about. "Ok I have to go buy lunch so I'll talk to you in gym." Gon waved goodbye to her. He made his way down the hall, he really needed to patch things up with killua. Once in the cafeteria he marched up to where the table Leorio and Kurapika had picked out for the day was located. He basically threw his bag from a couple feet away which earned a confused look from the two seated. Gon took large steps towards the area for buying lunch but with no intention of purchasing anything. He saw killua wearing a white apron and a clip to hold back the hair that normally hangs over hair forehead. "Killua." gon called. Killua looked a bit annoyed. "Can this wait, I'm working right now." Gon felt intimidated by the look Killua gave him. He looked down and twiddled his thumbs "ya I guess." His voice was small and soft. Killua began to help the first customer in the line. Gon stood off to the side, waiting for his chance to speak to Killua. After ten minutes of him waiting Killua looked at him. "Just go I'll find you later." Killua said. Gon looked at him with sad eyes.

He slowly walked off pausing to looking back every couple steps. Once he made it back to the table Leorio and Kurapika started asking him their questions. "Why do you look so sad? I figured you and killua would have made up." Kurapika asked but before Gon could respond Leorio budded in. "Wait you and killua were in a fight?" "We did make up initially but then after we fucked we had an argument about something I said about his sister." Gon told them, this is when it hit him. Leorio doesn't know they were hooking up. "That dude has a sister? Is it some sister complex thing?" Gon let out a laugh, he completely ignored it. "Of course not, don't be stupid. I just basically said he worries about her too much." Kurapika looked at Leorio with utter confusion, he couldn't decide if Leorio might have thought he misunderstood Gon or he already knew somehow or straight up didn't care.

After Gon waited what felt like forever, he felt a tap on the shoulder. Kurapika and Leorio greeted the person behind him with two smiles. Gon looked behind him to confirm it really was Killua this time. "Hey guys." It was Killua. He bent down and spoke into Gon's ear. "You said you wanted to talk, let's go." Gon got up and walked with Killua to the bathroom. He tried to grab Killua's hand but little Killua bean yanked it away and just kept walking. He was being so cold.

They entered the bathroom and checked if anyone was in there. Killua walked up to the bathroom window and looked out while Gon began to speak.
Gon: I'm sorry, I didn't mean to offend you yesterday.

Killua: I was just upset because Alluka is a really the only important family member to me and you haven't even met her yet you were judging her.

Gon: I know. I'm really sorry, I got a bit jealous because you talk about her a lot, I'll never talk shit again.... So, you got a bit of a sister complex huh?
Gon laughed a bit while saying this, trying to lighten the mood.
Killua: Is that supposed to be funny?
On a normal day killua would have thought this was hilarious but he had hardly slept last night in his own bed.
Gon: oh, well Leorio made the joke and I thought it was a little funny.
Gon looked away, he felt awkward.
Killua: Can't you take anything serious for once in your life.
The mood in the bathroom was getting more even more tense as it was when they first walked in.
Gon: Can't you take that stick out of your ass for once?

Killua: Yo fuck off, I thought you were sorry but nope, your just as immature as always.

Gon: Stop it.
They were silent for a moment.
Killua: I'm leaving, talk to me when you grow up.

And with that their conversation was over. Killua left the bathroom, and Gon wasn't very sorry anymore. Why was Killua being so rude, he was never like this.