Thanks. (l.h)

Chapter 1

So hi guys I'm starting a new book so I hope you like it and btw it's a 5sos fanfic :)

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Lily's POV-

Last day of school is finally here thank god because it's a living hell there with out Rachel since she passed I really don't have anyone else so it's really boring and people know what happened

It's still hard to think about her. She was just a bundle of happiness everywhere she went she made people laugh so hard they hold there stomachs cause it hurt

losing your best mate since 3rd grade at 17 is hard. mostly because she was my other half we were like best friend soul mate if that makes sense

I still can't believe she really gone and because a drunk driver was stupid enough to go on the roads while intoxicated. and the fucker still can walk around today

I finally get up trying to stop my thoughts before they become tears of what would, more like should have been

I put on my favorite nirvana shirt and skinny jeans before heading into the bathroom to get ready some more

Grabbing my eye liner and mascara and put it on till it looks some what okay just good enough to go to school

I head out to the kitchen and notice my dads on the couch nothing new in all honesty, him and mom probably got into a fight again

"Hey Lil?" I hear my mom shout

"Yeah mom" I say kinda annoyed it's to early to be talking

"Have a good day at least try" she tells me trying to get me to make new friends and with that I don't reply just give an eye roll even though she can't see me

She should know I don't like talking to people since my anxiety is at an all time high

"Yeah yeah whatever" I reply now annoyed I grasp my bag and throw it over my shoulders

I start to put on my shoes, just a black pair of vans

"Okay love you" she shouts half asleep and I just pretend not to hear her

I grab my keys off the hook and head out the door to my shitty car

Jumping in the car and starting it
music starts blaring I turn it down a bit and head off to my last day of school for summer and for me for high school since I'm graduating early

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It's sixth hour and I head to my locker grabbing my books for the next class and putting the ones from last hour into my locker

I trip over nothing probably my own feet and my books and papers go every where making me panic because people are going to stare

I nervously gather my papers and get up to go to my next class trying to not act embarrassed at my dumb self

I hope nobody notices that

I hate being put on the spot

"Hey! I think you dropped a few papers" A kid I've seen a few times around starts shouting, damn it

"U-uh thanks" I say with a small smile

I think his name is Michael? He has crazy hair colors all the time I think it's pretty cool though

"Yeah no problem" he shrugs smiling back and he hands me the papers I've missed

"Your Lily right?" He questions