Thanks. (l.h)

Chapter 11

It's the night before they boys have to leave to go to London and we are all going to do something but still no one has an idea of what to do

I think we might be going to a party for the boys but I don't know if I really want to go I use to party a lot and that's not me anymore

I mean party's are fun you get drunk or high or maybe even both and dance with some stranger and you forget about all of your problems

I use to be that person with Rachel when we were around 15 this is what we use to do on our Friday nights I was always the one to drag her along

We would go and get stoned or drunk and I'd lose her well more like ditch her and find a random guy to make out with or go a little further with

It was how I grieved with the loss of my sister and my family falling apart it was a lot to take in so I really just ignored it found something to take the thoughts off my mind

I use to be that person but after Rachel had passed I had stopped. I had stopped drinking I had stopped smoking I barely left the house. I really don't like party's now because of it and I don't like who I was but if they want me to go I'll go it'll be good to get out

The house is quite because no one is here Lex is at Calum's which she been at lately

I move my body off of the couch which I fell asleep on last night after coming home from work which is the job I just got at the small restaurant but I'm working the night shift right now

I grab my phone off the counter and check my social apps and texts I've got from Alexis just saying how she'll be home in a bit

I head upstairs to get in the shower because Luke's supposed to be here soon and I'm all sweaty from the heat and working last night

It's only noon right now and party's don't start till later in the day so I don't know what time he's gonna be here but I might as well get in the shower

Getting up into the bathroom I turn on the water and close the curtain that I need to replace

I undress from my work clothes and put them in the wash pile for Monday

Stepping into the water I wash my hair and body then shave my legs since I'm wearing shorts tonight I don't want hairy legs but I hate shaving and I end up nipping my leg by my ankle

I rinse off making sure my hair was completely clean and had nothing left in it and step out of the shower into the cold air of the bathroom causing me to shiver

I wrap my body in a towel and walk into my room but a voice in another room scares me I thought I was home alone

It's just Lex's voice so I continue walking into my room to put some clothes on closing the door behind me

I grab some black shorts that have some rips in them and a lose half sleeve maroon crop top that'll just show my stomach just a little

I dry off and throw my outfit on and wrap my hair in the towel that has fallen off previously and look in the mirror

I have a thin waste with some hips that go along with my butt that isn't big but not to big if that makes sense and don't get me started on my boobs but overall I have a somewhat okay body I mean I really hate it in every way but in this outfit it doesn't look bad

I walk out of my room and straight into Lex's room to talk to her for a bit

"Hey when'd you get home" I ask because I was in the shower

"A little bit ago but you were in the shower" he eyes are locked on her phone

"So the uh party you going?" I ask already knowing the answer