Should I Trust Him

Chapter 11

[Wave's Perspective]

I didn't know what to do now. I felt like I was frozen in the spot not able to move even my finger. I knew that I should get up and remove my lips off his, but I just couldn't. My boy and my brain was working separately, just like if there was an angel and a devil on my shoulders. Coming back to my senses, I quickly took my lips off and stood up. Traffic stood up slowly after me.

"Get out of my room!!" I yelled at him not being able to look at him in the eye.

"Huh...?" Traffic said while standing up, seeming as shocked as I was. "Uhh.... Do you want to talk about it?"

"Just get out now!!" I shouted at Traffic not wanting to talk about anything.

"Okay...." Traffic said slowly as he walked out of my bedroom. "Just eat something okay...?"

When finally Traffic left my bedroom, I quickly closed the door shut. I felt my legs go limp as I fell to the floor. I stayed on the floor with my back and head against the door. I closed my eyes shut, thinking about what happened. I just couldn't get my thoughts together. I felt my heart thumping in my chest. It felt like my heart was going 100 miles per hour.

Wave... what is happening to you! It's probably because I have used my potential when I shouldn't have. I probably still didn't recover completely yet. Wave! Get yourself together! You promised yourself that you won't open up to anyone anymore. I can't risk getting hurt again.

My back still leading on the door, I opened my eyes and looked towards the door. I didn't know what to expect from the other boy that was present in the room behind this door. 

What should I do know.... Is there someone that can give me an answer...?

[Traffic's Perspective]

As soon stepped out the room, I heard the door slam shut behind me. I turned around and looked at the door that was closed shut. I gave out a sigh and sat down on the sofa. I kept on looking back toward the door to the bedroom where Wave was present. I slowly raised my hand and touched my lips slightly, thinking back to the moment where my lips matched Wave's.

"I-," Wave stuttered on top of me. "I should get up."

As he tried to started to stand up I saw him slip and start to fall again toward me. When I noticed what happened, I felt something soft on my lips. I knew right away that my lips were on Wave's. I had my eyes open wide and I didn't know what to do. When I saw Wave's eyes, I knew that he was also startled as his eyes were wavering.

Wave is kind of cute when he is flushed and his lips were very soft. Wait... did I actually say that his lips were soft!

I started to think about the times when I was with Wave. In his dream, in the room, and also when we were with others. The Wave I saw when our lips met were similar to the Wave when he was young. The one I saw in his dream. I kept on thinking back to what had changed the Wave to who he is today. I wanted to help him and protect him, but Wave seemed to not even want to talk about it. With my head full of thoughts, I lied down on the sofa and closed my eyes. I just wanted to forget all my troubles and thoughts and let everything go. With many thoughts I fell asleep.

I woke up to the small tint of light coming from the closed curtains. I looked toward the curtains that was almost closed shut to the point where no sunlight could get into the room. I had wanted to open the curtains, but Wave had refused to open them. If someone who didn't know Wave came into this room, they would have thought that he was a vampire. I stood up and walked toward the bedroom. I quietly opened the closed door where I saw Wave still asleep. The bedroom was darker than the living room. I looked at how Wave was sleeping. He really looked like a baby when he was sleeping. I smiled slightly and closed the bedroom door, so I wouldn't wake Wave up. Then I heard a knock at the door, so I went to the door and opened it.