All Too Well (Justin Bieber Fan Fiction)

XI: Bewildered

Tonight, I'll be able to see Justin again. Josh and I flew to New York to see him live in Madison Square Garden.. Justin doesn't know this though.

Josh's parents always go to New York at a random week of the year and they would always ask me to come. Turns out, Justin's concert will be in the same week as to when they decided to go to NY.

Josh also adviced to surprise Justin like he surprised me about the concert with m&g.. It's like I'll be fan-girling over him like I didn't know him!

The thought of us meeting again seemed to send butterflies in my stomach.Like it was going to be my first time on his concert. The sweet memories of us in Staples Center seemed to pace on my mind.

Justin has never failed to make me smile even in an effortless manner.

"You ready?" Josh knocked on my hotel room. I took a last look at the mirror and checked if I was decent enough.

I was wearing a Justin Bieber shirt that I customized. My hair was in a bun and I have applied a little lipstick enough to add hue to my lips.

I opened the door where Josh was about to knock again. "Do I look decent?" I asked him right away.

"You look pretty as always my bestfriend" he smiled at me. "Thank you for this!" I hugged him for a few seconds.

"No big deal!" Josh pulled away from the hug. "Shall we?" he asks, gesturing to put my arms around his like two dwarves dancing around.

*Skipping to the concert*

The concert was amazing as usual! I doubt that he had seen me though.. We were in VIP but not close enough to make eye contact to Justin.

"Well, how was the concert?" Josh was asking while we were in line for the two-minute dream photo with Justin. "I loved it! Thank you thank you thank you thank you so so so much!" I said as I jump up and down like a kid to show him how happy I was.

"You only have to thank me once Jace!" he squeezed my cheeks. I was about to reply when the screaming beliebers deafened my ears. Though barely audible because of the constant squeels, I heard Justin say "thanks for watching the concert." then a camera flashed.

It didn't take too long to wait. Before I knew it, I was third in line to have a photo with him. "Tie your shoes Jace." I looked at Josh who was pointing at my unknotted laces. I bent down to tie it.

"Next!" the photographer - I guess I'm second in line now.. my heart raced faster as I hear him talk and say thank you to whoever was taking a pic with him.

Just as I was about to stand, anouther screaming occurs. I stood up straightening myself and turned to the person they were all screaming at. My heart suddenly stopped beating.

She was there... In the flesh.. Selena Gomez. descending towards Justin. Then, the scariest thing I could imagine happened. They kissed. ON THE LIPS.

Tears started to fill on my eyes. I was suddenly frozen but Josh being my other half knew what was happening. I looked at Josh still shivering inside and outside. "Yeah, go get it Justin!" he said loud enough for everyone to turn and look at him. Then Justin's eyes landed on me.

"Jace" I saw Justin's lips say my name but right when he looked at me, I seemed to have lost my hearing abilities. Tears finally streamed down my eyes non-stop. Josh held my wrist tightly and pulled me out of the line towards the exit. I was still looking at Justin. I could see that he wanted to run after us.

Maybe to explain his self. But what is there to explain? I saw him kissed Selena. In front of the whole meet and greet crowd. Who knows what they do when there are no crowd. Oh fuck! I don't want to think about the many possibilities.

Josh and I had now stopped. He turned and looked at me in the eyes. I didn't realize we were already out of the concert venue. I exhaled not realizing how long I've stopped breathing. "Look at me Jace. Look at me and listen. You've been having a good week so far. Don't let him get to you! If a guy couldn't be loyal to you on the relationship you have right now, then he sure as hell doesn't deserve any further relationship with you. You deserve better than this."

He grabbed his phone out of his pocket as he helped me sit down on the pavement. I can't believe what's happening right now. My eyes seem to cope with my mood because it couldn't stop the tears.

I jolt as my phone vibrates on my pocket. I took it out and read "Fredo" on the screen. Apparently, Josh still has the right mind to talk to the phone while glaring at me as if saying to not accept the call, but I did anyway. I set it on speaker so Josh could also hear it, I'd probably tell him what Fredo would say anyway..

"Fredo?" I say with a raspy voice. "Jace, it's Justin" my head started throbbing in sync with my body which has started to wobble again. Words are failing to come out of me but I knew what I wanted to know. I wanted to ask "WHY?" that one simple word. But my mouth seemed to have forgotten how to speak. Josh yanked my phone out of my wobbling hands and ended the call.

"My parent's just around the corner by now, come on. Let's go back to the hotel. We could go night swimming!" Now, everyone loved Josh. Not because of his good looks but because of how he can make you forget your problems. and I mean that with no malice. He knew the perfect words to say without disregarding the truth. He sugar-coats it sometimes making it look like problems were no biggie.

"I don't know what to do.." I utter. Finally having the strenght to talk. "You don't have to do anything Jace. It's not your fault the guy's a total bastard." I wipe my face just realizing how I haven't stopped crying. I placed my head on Josh's shoulders and in I-don't-know seconds... I drifted to sleep.