Cheryls POV
I've been hiding for so long
I've never been able to tell people how I feel for the fear of their opionins.
These feelings, they're not gone
I've felt the same way about guys for my entire life.
Can I tell anyone
Should I tell someone how I really feel about guys.
Afraid of what they'll say
My parents would not approve. They'd kill me if I told them
So I push them away
I can't let them find out that there's a reason I don't date a lot.
I've been acting so strange
My mother pushed away the first person I ever loved because of who it was. I can't let her again. No matter who it is.
They're so pretty, it hurts
They're just so pretty, how could I not love them.
I'm not talking 'bout boys Im talking 'bout girls
Then I looked at the group of South siders walking into the school. She was so beautiful. But I couldn't say that. No one would understand. So I'm rude instead to hide my feelings.
They're so pretty in their button up shirts
She had on a Southside Serpents jacket over a buttoned up up flannel with the top 3 unbuttoned. Her hair was a light brown with bubblegum pink strips all throughout it.
I shouldn't be feeling this
This is not a normal way to feel about girls. I shouldn't want to kiss them. I'm just really close with them. That's all. That's all it ever has been and all it ever will be, I try to convince myself, but it doesnt work. I know these feelings are real
But its too hard to resist
Toni rescued me from The Sisters of Quiet Mercy where they tried to force me to be straight. I'm tired of hiding it. I kissed her right there in front of the other kids in the gay conversion wing.
Soft skin and Soft lips
Her skin felt like silk as I cupped her face. Her lips brushing gently against mine. I've never kissed like this before. It was amazing.
I should be into this guy
Archie Andrew's was the Towns Golden Boy. Everyone wanted him. Except me. I just wanted Toni topaz. The Girl who wore a leather jacket and made me feel loved despite my terrible mother and the towns homophobia.
But it's just a waste of time
I'm not wasting my time with people I'm not a attracted to. At least not anymore. I like girls and I always have, always will. And I'm incredibly Happy with Toni. I'm accepted by my friends, and my mother doesn't matter. I love Toni. That's all I need to know.
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Word count: 483
I didnt know what to do for this, but really wanted to do a Choni one. I hope you like it, even though it really sucks. Thanks for reading.
- Ana K
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