𝕂𝕒𝕘𝕖𝕪𝕒𝕞𝕒
....today me and tsukishima got into a fight...
It was kinda bad, we were basically yelling at each other. It's because I was being stupid. I don't even remember why we started fighting but I don't like it
It's been 3 hours and we haven't talked since. And I really need a hug but I want one from him and that's the problem, since were fighting and all I can't give him one.
I didn't want to see him if I couldn't touch him,
( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
Talk to him, or get along with him so I decided to skip practice all together, which is weird because I love volleyball. I went straight home, I texted Hinata the whole truth since he's my best friend and he said he wouldn't tell the team, he'd say that I'm sick
He also says I've just finally learned to love something more than volleyball, which kinda scares me. Volleyball Cant break your heart the way a person can, my heart already feels broken and not whole because of me and tsukishima's fight
And I have a feeling it won't heal until we make up.
I think for both of us, the biggest mistake was saying things we didn't mean, I know he didn't mean it because he made sure I know. He told me he doesn't hate me and he really cares about me and everything he did for me proved it.
In our fight he told me he hated me and that he wished we never spoke to each other but I know he doesn't mean it, right?
I'm right, right?
But what if he does mean it,
I don't think I'd be able to live like that. If we never talked again and I could never touch him again.
Oh god I wouldn't be able to survive.
...I miss him...
..I miss him a lot and I'm willing to admit that to anyone and everyone if it meant we'd be ok again....
I wonder if... maybe.....just maybe.
..he misses me?....
...the same way I miss him..
𝕋𝕤𝕦𝕜𝕚𝕤𝕙𝕚𝕞𝕒
I'm such an idiot, I messed up and said terrible things to kageyama, I'm hoping he knows what I said isn't true
I really love him and all I hope is well be ok soon and that he doesn't hate me for my shit, like I do.
I actually felt like crying, I cried after the fight trying my best to keep my poker face afterwards for class.
It's crazy how much I miss him, his presence, his cute hands touching me (omg why does it keep sounding so dirty I- smh)
And his cute smile, the special one he only gives me.
It makes me feel special how he always wants to touch and hug me
k
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