💚Half-Rim X Gloves💚

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Summary: Gloves had been depressed for a while but always had been able to keep it hidden. But due one match everything just falls apart.

TW: Self-harm, Suicide attempt

'Only 1.2%... If I would've coloured in at least a little more then we would've won... This is all my fault that we lost again...', thought Gloves while he just stood there in shock, not noticing his teammates looking at him with worry.

Today they were doing a few rounds of turf war to practice but they barely won at all which wasn't making Gloves feel any better.

He was already extremely down the moment after he had woken up and knew today wouldn't be his day. But the constant loosing only made everything worse so far.

"I... I-I...", Gloves tried to apologize to his teammates for being such a bad teammate and teamleader but couldn't since he was already struggling with keeping his composure.
Half-Rim frowned and rested a hand on the others shoulder which made him flinch. "It's okay Gloves. Even though we lost a couple of times today doesn't mean we're not a good team right? All of us did a good job today so you don't have to blame yourself for anything.", said Half-Rim and smiled softly.

"S-sure... If you say so...", answered Gloves and looked away from the other. Even after what Half-Rim had told him he couldn't help but still feel like it was all his fault.

'He is probably just lying right into your face. Of course you are the reason why your team lost so many times today.', Gloves heard that weird voice from his head say to him.

"Shut up...", mumbled Gloves quietly which confused Half-Rim. "What was that? You know that if you whisper like that I can't understand you...", said Half-Rim and looked worriedly at the other green squid.

'They probably don't even like you. I'm surprised that they haven't left you alone yet. I mean have you taken a look at yourself? You're just pathetic.', said that voice making Gloves only more upset if possible. "N-no...", stuttered the green squid and balled his hands to fists, starting to shake as well.

Half-Rim raised an eyebrow and laid a hand on his friends shoulder but the other just pulled away from the touch. "D-don't touch me?!", Gloves snapped at the other and glared at him.
Half-Rim's eyes widened in shock while he stared at the other. "Gloves... What... What has gotten into you?!", he asked and couldn't help feeling confused and worried at the same time.

"I-I'm I... I-I have to go?!", Gloves said and immediately ran off, leaving a confused Half-Rim behind. He really needed to be alone for now and to get his thoughts back in place. He heard Half-Rim call after him but he just ignored it and kept on running.

He made sure to get back home as quickly as possible since he didn't want to talk to anyone nor did he want anyone to see him in this condition. He never even wanted Half-Rim, his teammate and also crush, to see him like that.

Once he got back home he sighed in relief and slammed the door shut before going over to his bedroom to lay down on his bed.

'Good job idiot. Now you made Half-Rim mad. He's probably going to judge you for just leaving like that, thinking you're a weakling that can't handle loosing!'

Gloves just shook his head and buried his face into his pillow. "N-no... That's not true... I c-can handle loosing v-very well!", he said to that voice. 'Pffft-?! As if! If you could handle it then why did you run off like that? Why did you push Half-Rim away like that earlier? You're just incredible pathetic do you know that?'

The green inkling couldn't help but to start sobbing quietly into his pillow. "S-shut up... J-just...shut up?!", he yelled loudly hoping that voice would leave him alone. 'Aww did I upset the little crybaby? How cute~', Gloves heard that voice say and only started sobbing more. "N-no... N-not t-true...", he sobbed out.

'Of course it is. Have you taken a look at yourself? I'm surprised Half-Rim and the rest of your team still hasn't left you! What a surprise they still can stand being around you either. But then again it could be that they are only your friends and teammates because they pity you~', said that voice which made Gloves sob only more.

He shook his head and sat up slowly, trying to wipe the tears off his face. "N-no stop saying those things?! T-they are my friends... T-they would never...betray me like that... R-right?", he whimpered, not being sure what to believe now. 'Oh how cute of you to think that. They probably hate you with all they've got. Seriously why don't you do them all a favour and kill yourself hm? I'm sure they'd be glad if you did.'

"B-but... I'm sure... They don't w-want that...", Gloves sobbed out and gripped onto his bedsheets tightly. "B-but I would definitely deserve i-it...", he mumbled.

'Of course you do. Such a piece of shit like you doesn't deserve to live. So now go get up and end it. Or are you too scared to do so? Oh yea right forgot you were a wimp.'

Gloves just shook his head and got up from his bed. "I-I'm not a wimp?! J-just fucking watch me!", he yelled at no one on particular and went over to his kitchen, stopping right in front of the knifes that were on the counter. He took a deep breath before he grabbed one of the knives and held it on his wrist, before sliding it across to leave a cut.

While he did so he hissed in pain, watching the blood drip down his arm onto the ground. "Wow... Never thought this would feel so... Relieving?", he mumbled aloud and smiled softly. 'Come on you think that's going to do it? You've got to try harder!', he heard the voice say.

He just chuckled in response and made another cut but this time making it deeper and then another and another. He was way too occupied cutting his arm and watching his blood trickle down that he didn't notice someone knocking on his door nor the fact that this "someone" had gotten inside his apartment with the spare key that Gloves had given him. Of course it was Half-Rim.

Gloves trusted him the most so he gave him the spare key in case something would happen and since he spend a lot of time with him either he didn't need it anyways.

"Gloves?", Half-Rim had called into the empty hallway. He frowned and listened closely, hearing someone chuckling which came from the kitchen. "Hey Gloves what's so funny-Ohmygod WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!", yelled Half-Rim in shock and immediately hurried over to him.

The first thing he did was taking the knife away from him. Afterwards he grabbed one of the kitchen towels and pressed it against the wound. "Oh my god... W-why did you do that?!", he asked the other and tears welled up in his eyes.

Gloves finally snapped back to reality and frowned once he saw what he had done and in what situation he had gotten himself into now. "I-I... I...", he stuttered out not being able to say anything properly.

"Please tell me... Why did you do that? Were you trying to kill yourself?!", Half-Rim asked the other, looking incredibly hurt and upset. Gloves looked away and tears welled up in his eyes again and before he knew it he had started to cry again. "I-I'm s-sorry... I... I-I don't...", he stuttered out before collapsing into Half-Rim's arms, which kind of surprised the other inkling.

"Gloves?! Hey come on now... Let's get you to that chair over there ok?", offered Half-Rim who held Gloves upright. Gloves nodded slowly and made his way over to it, but after three steps his legs gave up on him making both inklings fall down.

Blushing in embarrassment, Gloves rested his head on Half-Rim's shoulder and closed his eyes tight shut. "S'rry... D'zzy...", he slurred making Half-Rim worry even more. "Gloves... Hey come on stay awake... Please...", whimpered Half-Rim as he pressed the towel on his wounds which were still bleeding.

He didn't get a response from his teamleader though so Half-Rim decided that was enough. He grabbed his phone and quickly called the ambulance.
"Please hang on Gloves... Please...", whispered Half-Rim and pressed a kiss to the others head.

Author's note: Guess since I was feeling better today and my fever has gone down I was able to finish writing this chapter uwu
Also probs going to be making another part for this one c;

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⏰ Last updated: May 07, 2021 ⏰

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