In other words i dont know what happened to this boy... it was like he disappeared from the face of this earth...no close contacts, no trace of him left, no usable files...they were all water damaged except for the one i Lund but his name was blurred. Its like something or someone went out of their way to make this boy dissapear but. . .
Why do i feel like something is missing? And why am i crying?
{ Shuichi's POV }
I touched my face and felt tears? I was crying... why?
"For me!" I heard. A voice behind me but didn't dare to move "hm! You dont remember?" The voice was now closer but i was Petrified. "Aww cmon look at me!" Closer.. the voice was childish and sweet but slowly turned aggressive and forcefull "look.at.me" it was now right behind my face... i turned around and flinched.... no one was there but there was something left. A clown mask and the scent of grape soda in the atmosphere...
I slowly got up and picked up the mask.... it wasn't a normal clown mask. It was like a jester mixed with a clown and the colour scheme seemed to be black white and red...with checkered patterns "hehe~" a sweet giggle appeared from behind me along with a hand on my shoulder making me Flich and back away suddenly.
My eyes felt heavy...
my body dropped and i fell asleep.
"Come on shu i know its his anniversary but you gotta get out of bed"
My eyes opened.. i was in my old room with komaeda,kaede,maki,kaito and kirigiri.
My eyes stung and i was crying, again it was like watching a movie.
"B-but its my f-f-fault" i grabbed the bedsheet and covered my face as i sobed "i never got to tell &@$!€% how i felt....."
I sat up from my bed and held a photo of me and.... that boy? In it we held hands making a peace sign and smiling but the boys face was scribbled on again. I held the picture close to my chest "sidekick i know its hard but-" "it was last year kaito i cant get over it. I'll never get over it unless the memory leaves my brain." I looked down at my bedsheets and looked at the picture "Saihara-kun I'm sure &@$!€% wouldn't want you to be depressed! All he wanted was to make you happy but he took the wrong path" kirigiri put a hand on my shoulder and smiled "how about we leave you today? Next year week hand out but i thinks its a little bit to new at the moment" kaede sujested "i agree, dont loose hope shuichi-kun!" Nagito ruffled my hair and walked out followed by warm smiles and a few hugs... now i was alone "k&@$!i..."
BRIINGGGGGG BRINGGGGGGG
My eyes shot open;i was in my room? But i-.. i sighed and got out of bed. I got new information; i know the boy and from what I saw i was very close with him but... i can't remember? Actually the scent... the scent i smelled yesterday in the empty room was familiar, no it remained me of him but i still dont know his name. Why was that scent in my house? What's going on, , ,
I ignored the feeling and quickly got ready for work since i was going to be very late...
"Morning saihara-kun you look horrible!" Nagito smiled sweetly as he insulted me "morning" he was right though, i stayed up till 2am yesterday until i was knocked out and work starts at 6:30am for me "anyway hows your case" he sat at his desk while pulling up a new case file "i narrowed it down to 3 kids yesterday but i easily got one kid, his file is all messed up but aparently he was in my highschool class? I also had another dream yesterday. I was grieving who I'm assuming is this kid making him.....deceased.. so its gotta be him i still dont know what he looks like or his name its like someone erased all records of this kid including my memory.. i only got two letters of his first name.. i think i told you about it but since i don't remember maybe kirigiri will? She was in the class next to mine and she aparently knew the boy" komaeda smiled "you're so smart! Ask kirigiri-sama maybe she can help" he smiled once again and got back to his murder case; his expression changed instantly into a serious frown.
"Kirigiri-sama may i speak with you?" I walked into kiri's office and knocked lightly on the door frame holding my case files and class photos "ah yes come in- makoto ill be home early today um saihara needws to speak with me.....yeah....ok yup....love you too" she hung up the phone and gestures for me to sit infront of her desk "you needed to speak with me?" "A-ah yes it's about the case... u-um I'm pretty sure i know who jumped" she looked surprised and pleased "b-but the files are all messed up so i dont know his face or name" i handed her the files and she inspected them "a-also I'm pretty certain that this boy was in my highschool class but i have no memory of him... u-um the next part may seem um strange... ive been having dreams that i believe relate to this case.. both contain the boy.. one he was alive and with me as for the second one he seemed to be deceased and i was depressed over his passing ... do you by any chance know this boys name or have a picture?" Kirigiri smiled and looked at me
" Kokichi Ouma thats 'the love of your life' "
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Ghosting
Romance(This book is inspired by the song "ghosting" by mother mother) After Shuichi graduated from University his uncle bought him a house of his own, but something bothers him; whispers and giggles, creeping footsteps in the dead of night and a short boy...
