Enduring it without koki: week 1
All week long ive been doing my daily routine.. as if nothing ever happened.
Well I'd like it to be that way but nope. My life seems so bland?
I have everything i need!
-friends
-family
-my dream job
-a home to myself
Why am i so depressed?
Well of course koki...
After remembering everything with him it just.. never left, the feeling never left and now he's gone but this time I'm not depressed in bed.
I'm depressed outside.
At work, at home, with my friends, with my uncle
I miss him so much but i will never be happy if i keep moping around so today I'm going out with my friends.
Yes I'm doing things! Progress is being made!
Ill be ok!
No I'm not.
"Sidekick why am i so hot?". It was a bad decision to come here; i should've just stayed home and watched a movie but noooooooo now I'm taking care of a group of drunk adults in their 20's.
Since aparently "I'm the responsible one" I'm the designated driver and aparently baby sitter "d-do *hic* wanna die" maki rapped an arm around me suposedly threatening me but she was too drunk to be scary, i pushed her hand of my shoulder and sat at the couch.
Currently we were at Rantaro's home and for some reason they drank 6 bottles of wine... i had one cup and that wads it.
The people here where :
-maki: drunk
-kaito:drunk
-kirumi:tipsy
-kaede:drunk
Miu: drunk
Rantaro:w a s t e d
Kibbo:tipsy
Tenko: drunk
himiko:tipsy
Tsumugi: w a s t e d
Me: unfortunately very sober
Only kirumi himiko kibbo and i where to our sences but them 3 where not completely sober or sober enough to drive just sober enough to not set the house on fire or something. Again I'm now the baby sitter.
"Hey saihara-ku!" Kaede ploped next to me and rested a hand on my thigh, i flinched and brushed it off "y-yes need help?" I turned to her and smiled awkwardly "sorry your boyfriend is gone dude thats super saaaaaddd! I liked him! He was a cool little gremlin" she said clumsy "i liked him too" i looked down at my hands smiling slightly "anyway! We should tooootally kiss!" I looked at her with shock "w-what?! Kaede what the hell no? I'm gay" she giggled "oh right me too PFTTTTT-" she stood up using my shoulder as balance and proceeded to make out with miu- that was something....
I drank a bottle of b33r and sat down....
AAAAAAA i hate life without koki,,,
i looked at the bottle and smiled "more...more will help"
I grabbed another bottle,, and another and another,... anddddd another.
And thats it. Thats all i remember, well that and waking up in a bathtub..
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Ghosting
Romance(This book is inspired by the song "ghosting" by mother mother) After Shuichi graduated from University his uncle bought him a house of his own, but something bothers him; whispers and giggles, creeping footsteps in the dead of night and a short boy...
