Lost Stars...🌠 [A JiKook Fanfic]

5. Hallucinations

Jungkook's POV

Yoongi hyung decided to go to the mall today. I have no complains. I kinda missed going out too anyway since i barely go out when Jimin hyung died. I can't even remember the last time i spent money for shopping.

"Let's go buy you new clothes. I can't even remember the last time you spent your money on shopping or went home holding paper bags from different stores." Yoongi hyung complained as i gave him a chuckle.

We went in to one of my favorite branded clothes store to go stroll and maybe buy myself new clothes like how Yoongi hyung told me.

I was walking around, looking at some clothes that might catch my eye...

...but then i heard someone calling out my name.

A very familiar voice that's getting louder.

I turned around...

and saw Jimin hyung running towards me while holding a shirt with a wide smile...

"I think this'll look good on you...but i got the wrong size since the bigger size was hanged on a higher shirt ramp..." he pouted as he checks if the shirt looks good on me.

I know I'm hallucinating.

But god...

I don't wanna close my eyes...

Cause once i open it...

He'll be gone.

But i know i have to.

I looked down and shook my head, stopping myself from hallucinating.

Tears were building up in my eyes as i turn around and walks off to where Yoongi hyung is.

"You didn't get anything?" he asked giving me a quick glance as he was paying for the clothes he got.

"No nothing caught my eye..." i lied as i secretly wipe the tears in my eyes.

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Yoongi hyung decided that we should eat lunch before we continue strolling around since we didn't eat before we left.

I was looking at the menu, deciding on what to have when the waiter soon comes and takes our order. We were patiently waiting for our food.

I heard him again.

"I thought ice cream would be great while we wait for our food so i bought some..." Jimin hyung said with a smile as he walk towards me.

"Yah move i wanna sit beside you!" he complained as he pouted.

I didn't move an inch. I was just looking at him.

"Ppalli the ice cream's melting!" he complained once more.

His figure suddenly disappeared when i heard someone calling my name.

Yoongi's POV

"Yah Jungkook-ah!" i called out to him as he was gazing somewhere I don't even know.

"Yah!" i called out once more making him flinch and turn to me.

"W-Were you saying something hyung?" he asked as he shook his head a bit.

I sighed.

"Is something wrong?" i asked him as he kept silent and just shook his head no.

"Obviously there is Kook. You're drowning yourself in your thoughts again..." i stated as he lets out a sigh.

"I'm sorry... I'll stop..." he replied as he shook his head once more.

It's not that I don't want him to think of Jimin. But he just does it too much sometimes.

To the point where he's staring at the wind and not even moving an inch.

It's like he has his own little world.

Where he can be happy there.

With Jimin.

That's why i sometimes let him be.

Cause i want him to be happy.

And in that little world of his, he's happy.

Because there, Jimin's alive.

That's only where he can be with him. Where he can feel as if Jimin's with him. Laughing with him.

It hurts me seeing him like this.

But as long as he's happy...

Who am i to stop it.