Lost Stars...🌠 [A JiKook Fanfic]

6. Make It Stop

Jungkook's POV

I grabbed my hair as i look down.

I want this to stop.

Everywhere i go, i see him.

Back then we go out almost everyday and i guess that's why i see him anywhere i go.

The park, the mall, even in restos that we've never been to.

I have to stop this hallucination. It's not doing any good.

A/N's POV

All the guys flinched and turned around when they heard a lot thud. They then saw Jungkook rubbing his forehead, letting out a soft groan in pain.

"Yah Jungkook-ah your head's not an egg for you to crack open, what the fuck are you doing?!" Jin shouted.

"That joke wasn't even funny hyung😐" Taehyung replied.

"I WASN'T EVEN TRYING TO BE FUNNY" Jin complained.

Namjoon rolled his eyes at them.

"Seriously Kook what the heck were you thinking suddenly slamming your head on the table?" Namjoon asked.

"I'm sorry..." Jungkook replied as he sat back on the couch. "It's just...my head...creating weird stuffs..." he added as he massages his temples.

"You've been acting weird since we went out to the mall Kookie, what's bothering you?" Yoongi asked.

Jungkook just shook his head as he keeps his eyes closed.

"Kook please, we're worried..." Namjoon begged him with a worried look.

Jungkook's POV

I bit my lip as my tears slowly roll down my cheeks. I bit my lip harder to silence my sobs.

"Jungkook-ah..." Jin hyung muttered softly as he sits beside him.

"I want this to stop..." i stated as i purse my trembling lips.

"Want what to stop?" Hoseok hyung asked worriedly.

"I see him everywhere i go...it's like his presence is everywhere..." i choked out.

I laughed softly between my sobs.

"God am i crazy? HAHAHAHAHA" i added as i wipe my tears that continued to fall.

"I think you should try meeting someone else. Like really really try..." Taehyung hyung stated.

"Set aside Jimin for a while, what do you like about a person?" Namjoon hyung asked.

"A bit smaller than me. Someone who's really sweet and clingy. With chubby cheeks for me to pinch and kiss. Charming eyes, cute nose, soft plumpy lips-"

I stopped talking as soon as Jin hyung cut me off.

"Jungkook..." he said making me stop talking as he lets out a sigh.

I pursed my lips as i look down, realizing what i was saying.

I'm just describing Jimin hyung now.

A/N's POV

"Why do you even expect him to say something else when he clearly told us that he loves Jimin and that's that." Yoongi stated as he gazes at all of them.

"If he wants his hallucination to stop he needs to be happy with someone else. He can't just live his whole life hallucinating and imagining Jimin beside him. I get that he was hurt but he should atleast learn how to accept the situation." Namjoon replied.

"JIMIN IS DEAD JUNGKOOK. He's not coming back!" Namjoon added.

"NAMJOON." Yoongi said sternly as he glares at him.

Jungkook's POV

I felt my tears building up again.

I looked down as he said those words.

It's true though.

I kept holding onto him even i know he's never coming back.

I don't know.

I just...love him so much.

It's so hard for me to let him go.

"I'm sorry..." i muttered softly as i stood up and went to my room.