Lost Stars...🌠 [A JiKook Fanfic]

4. Have a little fun

Jungkook's POV

August 27th. 4 days before our 7th anniversary.

Why 7th though when he's dead right?

I never broke up with him. Yes, he died. But the ring was kept on his finger, i never removed it even when he was burried.

Weird right?

That's what i meant when i say i really love him. Till' death do us part. But the only difference is...

He left me first.

My thoughts got cut by a knock on my door as it slowly opens revealing Yoongi hyung.

"Yes hyung?" i asked as i flick my hair back.

"You seem bothered..." he replied as he comes in and closes the door.

"No no i'm just...lost in my thoughts...thinking about some stuff..." i replied as i sway my hair back, letting out a deep sigh.

"There's 4 days left before your 7th anniversary with Jimin. Got any plans?" he asked.

I sighed as i look at him replying to his question. "Hyung you know i stopped making plans on our anniversary ever since Jimin hyung died..."

"Yea but are you gonna keep that up for the rest of your life? Kook ever since Jimin died you stayed in your room more often. When you arrive home from school you'll just go down to eat your meal, you barely talk or spend time with us..." he replied as he sits beside me.

"I'm sorry..." i sighed as i look down.

That was all i can blurt out.

Despite the laughs i give off when I'm with them, the heavy feeling in me is still there.

I still feel weak.

I'm still hurt.

I guess i was traumatized.

I saw him.

How he fell on the ground.

Blood all over his body.

His lips were slowly turning pale.

But what hurted me the most was when his eyes slowly closed...

And his breath stopped.

Maybe that's why it's so hard for me to remove this pain. He was shot infront of me.

He died infront of me.

I'm sure anyone in my place right now will feel the same.

"It's okay..." Yoongi hyung muttered softly as he patted my back. "Stop drowning yourself with those thoughts of him in your head...come on let's go out. Maybe go grab coffee or drop by the mall." he added as he stood up.

Aside from the fact that he rarely asks me to go out with him, i gave hyung's words a chance. Maybe i really should enjoy and be happy for once.

"Sure hyung..." i replied as he gave me a small smile.

"Don't take too long okay? I'll wait for you downstairs." he stated as he leaves my room.