Lost Stars...🌠 [A JiKook Fanfic]

12. "I'll be back"

Jungkook's POV

Jimin went home as we successfully found an apartment for him to rent until the end of the school year, what's great about it is that it's a bit near our house meaning we can go to school together sometimes. But the questions in my head are still not answered.

I stopped by a convenience store to buy red wine and made my way to our place.

The uphill.

I sat on the grass placing my bag down, as i slowly look up at the dark sky.

"The stars are shining brightly tonight..." i stated as i took my phone out, capturing the beauty of the starry sky on this special night.

I shoved my phone back in my pocket.

"Sorry I'm late love..." i stated as i take out the wine and a wine glass from my bag.

I let out a chuckle as Jimin hyung's probably laughing right now when i took the glass out my bag.

"Yes i brought my own glass..." i blurted out as i let out another chuckle.

I opened the wine and poured some on my glass, i look up at the sky as i swiftly twirl my glass of wine.

"This night will be better if you're here with me though..." i said softly as i kept my gaze on the sky.

I took a sip of my wine and placed it down.

"I remember how we spent our first anniversary... I didn't wanna go out...i wanted to make it simple yet memorable for us. I cooked your favourite foods and designed the house a little. You even laughed at me and told me I'm too cute for fancy dinners..." i chuckled softly as i look down, reminiscing that moment.

Tears are welling up in my eyes.

"I miss having you here beside me..." i choked out between soft sobs. "I miss holding your hand...i miss your soft kisses...i miss your warm cuddles..." i added as my sobs get louder.

"Your laugh...your giggles...your whines...i can still hear them in my head..." i stated as i bite my trembling lips.

"I miss you so bad..." i added.

I hugged my knees as i let my tears flow down my cheeks.

It hurts so bad.

The fact that i miss him badly...

but there's nothing i can do about it...

all i can do is go back to those times where you were with me...

but i can never bring them back...

"Ah...we're supposed to be happy tonight..." i stated as i quickly wipe my tears.

But how am i supposed to be happy if you're not with me?

I sniffled as i let out a deep sigh.

"A weird thing happened today though..." i started. "It's really weird cause...a guy who lives in the same place as you transfered in our school...what's weirder is...he looks and sounds exactly like you..." i blurted out as i give out a feigned laugh.

I looked up at the sky once again.

"I remember how you told me you'll come back..." i added. "I don't know why I'm still holding onto that..." i said as i sniffled once more.

"But...what i wanted to know was..." i paused for a moment.

"Is this what you meant by coming back?" i continued with my brows slightly furrowed.

After a couple of seconds...

A shooting star passed by...

"Is that a yes..?" i asked with a little hint of confusion.

Of course how is he suppose to answer me right? But why did a shooting star suddenly passed by right when i asked the question right?

So i took it as a yes.

Maybe Namjoon hyung is right.

Maybe it is reincarnation.

I stayed there for another hour before putting the empty glass and bottle back in my bag as i slowly stood up.

"I have to go now...as much as i don't want to leave but it's getting late, they might be looking for me now..." i stated.

"I visit you everyday anyway, so I'll see you again tomorrow. Happy 7th anniversary to us again love...i love you..." i added as i let out a deep sigh...turning around as i made my way home.

You're probably wondering why i go to this place on our anniversary or why i visit this place often instead of his grave.

I visit his grave every once in a while, on his birthday and his death anniversary.

I visit this place often because this place is very special to me.

This is where we had almost all out first.

This is where i first held his hand, as his lover.

This is where i confessed to him.

This is where we had our first kiss.

That is why this place is very special to me...

This is our place...