Lost Stars...🌠 [A JiKook Fanfic]

16. I Remember...

Jungkook's POV

It's around 7pm and we're now walking out of the mall.

"I can't believe you spent this much money on clothes..." i complained as i struggle to hold the paper bags that i took from him.

"I just made sure i have enough since I'm staying with all of you until the school year ends..." he replied.

"THESE ARE MORE THAN ENOUGH HYUNG! YOU STILL HAVE A LOT OF PAPER BAGS IN THE CAR!" i exclaimed as he pauses for a while before looking at me with a soft smile. "What's with the smile?" i asked as i furrow my brows.

"It's the first time you called me hyung..." he replied softly.

"...so?" i asked still confused.

"I don't know...it...feels nice..." he replied as he purse his lips, trying to hide the smile.

I look away as i try to brush off the blush that's creeping up my face and rolls my eyes.

"W-Whatever let's just go.." i replied.

Soon enough, we reached the car and placed all the paper bags in the car.

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As soon as we entered the house, the heavy rain started pouring.

"Good thing you two arrived here before the rain poured, it would've been hard for you two to take all those paper bags in." Namjoon hyung stated as he sits on the couch.

"And that's a LOT of paper bags...how many clothes did you two buy?!" Jin hyung exclaimed as he placed down the food he cooked for dinner.

"Hey don't blame me it was Jimin-hyung who bought a lot of clothes!" i complained as i place the bags down.

(A/N: Just so you guys won't be confused he calls the transfer Jimin as "Jimin-hyung", yes with a hypen, and he calls his boyfriend Jimin as "Jimin hyung" or "love"😚)

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After dinner i went to my room cause i was tired as hell. Jimin-hyung dragged me to every shops and made sure he bought clothes to every one of the shops. How can you spend so much money on clothes only? I don't even spend my money that much ever since...

...well...ever since Jimin died. I like to spoil him with his favourite foods or give him flowers and he does the same, now that he's gone i don't spend my money that much, not even on myself.

I lied on the bed, staring at the ceiling as i keep trying to absorb EVERYTHING that happened. When i first met Jimin-hyung, how we became friends, and now he's here...LIVING WITH US.

Me and Jimin hyung started off as friends too. Is this really reincarnation? Well that's the only explanation we have, even how me and Jimin hyung started is the same with my status with Jimin-hyung right now.

But despite him looking, sounding and being the same as Jimin hyung, I'm still not sure if I'm ready to let someone new walk into my life, like how Namjoon hyung told me, he's still someone else. And the fact that I'm all gushy for Jimin-hyung because he's exactly like my boyfriend still haunts me, like, it seems wrong.

Is it..? Cause there's a part in me that's telling me that it is, cause it seems like I don't like him for who he is...

...but because he reminds me of my boyfriend...

...and that sounds so wrong...

My thoughts were cut off with a loud dash of thunder outside. I remember how Jimin used to bury his face on my neck when thunderstorms crash loudly. He's scared of them. Remembering that made me feel lonely seeing how I'm just all alone here.

I grabbed a pillow and hugged it tightly. Somehow letting some of my tears fall on it.

I miss him...

So bad...

Without me noticing, i fell asleep hugging the pillow real tight.