His red scarf [Feitan X Reader]

Chapter thirty two

"[Y/N}?..."

You knew that voice. That was his voice. No. Stop being stupid. He left. He's not coming back. Ever. Get that through you THICK SCULL

Punch. Punch. Punch.

At this point, your victims face was a concaved pile of mush and blood. You had blood splattered across your face, unruly hair sticking up in all directions, chest heaving. You were exhausted, but you didn't stop.

Punch.
Punch.
Punch.

The man's scull had completely shattered, so that with the last punch, you were connecting your fist to the concrete below you

"[Y/N]"

It's not HIM. It's your mind. It's another trick. Like those times you thought you saw him in crowds. Like the times when you could have sworn he was holding you whilst you slept. Like those times you heard him call to you across a room, in that voice, just like now...

Punch.
Punch.

"[Y/N]! Stop your hurting yourself" You heard footsteps start towards you

No

"NO! STAY BACK!" you screamed, still not having the courage to look up
"You're not.. You're not r-real" you whimpered, finally slumping down to a crouch on your heels, still perched above the unrecognisable corpse.

"Look at me" He whispered, his voice soft as if he were trying to tame a wild animal

Not trusting you voice to speak, you felt so close to tears, so you instead just gently shook your head

"[Y/N], it's me. Look at me" He cooed again, his voice gentle and soothing

Taking a deep breath, you peered up through the nots of hair, eyes instantly connecting to those grey orbs that you had pinned after for months. Your eyes darted across his face, soaking up every detail that you had missed, the definite cheekbones peering over that damn scarf that he always wore, the hair that flopped graciously over his eyes as he bent down to look at you.

"...Feitan" you breathed

"[Y/N]..."

Its him. Oh God its actually him

You sprang up and he engulfed you in a tight hug, the pair of you holding so tightly to each other, too scared to move. A sob raked through your body as you inhaled his smell and basked in the safety his arms gave you. You felt like you were home.

A single tear rolled down his cheek, relief storming over him. He had been looking for you since you left. Once you disappeared from his sight that night, he realised his mistake and sprinted out into the rain after you, entirely ignoring the cries from the group members behind him. He squeezed you tighter, arms tightly wound around your waist tucking his head into the crook of your neck

"I'm sorry, I'm so, so sorry" he whispered into your hair

This confession only made you sob harder, desperately clutching the back of his jacket. Little did Feitan know that the tears that streamed from your eyes, and the sobs from your mouth were not from relief, but of absolute anguish and heartbreak.

A/N:
16k- are u mad?! That's insane thank you guys so much for ur support.
I've just written the end of the book (spoiler- I cried) ~ I know u all hate me ;)
Stay safe
Kitty x