Sons Of Anarchy One Shots Part 1 *requests closed!*

Merry Christmas

Robin
I sigh "God I fucking hate christmas" I mumble to myself as I'm bent over cleaning the stores cooler. Well at least I thought it was to myself till I hear a customer knock on the counter signaling there ready for me. I close my eyes tightly "I'll be right with you just give me a second" I prepare to hear them sigh in annoyance "take your time little girl I like to watch your ass shake as you scrub the cooler" I blush deep red as I hear one of my regulars raspy voice and close my eyes tighter standing up trying to will away my blush  "what can I got you Mr. Enforcer?" He chuckles as he puts down a gallon of milk. I look at the milk "you want cigs too" I look up at him and see his smirk at my confused face "nah little girl it's what I have been asked to bring to my family dinner" his grin widens "you're that good at cooking huh?" I smile hearing his laughter. He continues to look at me and as every day I see him I start to feel my insecurities bundle in and I cash him out then turn back to my task at hand not expecting him to lean on the counter to stay and talk "you workin all night?" I nod my head "mhmm" I hear his riding boots as he walks to a chair pulling it to sit closer to me "what you eating for Christmas dinner little girl" I look to the counter where my cold slice of gas station pizza sits next to a cookie I hear him sigh heavely "seriously Robin? You need some real food" I smirk over my sholder at him "whats wrong with pizza?" he frowns at me "you eat it every night you work which is 6 night a week" I blush at the fact somone noticed "and last I checked I am an adult who can eat whatever I want" I watch as he scrunches his brows "the problem is you use the excuse not having anyone to go home to so you make bad eating choices" he snarles out my blush deepens and I drop the subject.

Happy
I could tell I made her uncomfortable by my choice of words but I've grown to worry about the short blonde as she has 'family' but she hates them she isn't stuck up like they are it worries me as I see her cold pizza every night then when I stop back later I see she eats about half a slice then tosses it away. "Hey you wanna come over for breakfast in the morning" she shakes her head at me "no when I leave here the only thing I want is a bed" I smirk over at her. "We could share a bed after breakfast" her face reddens again normally we would spend every holiday together I would pick her up from work and we would hang out we would end up rocking each others world's then go back to our teasing back and forth. That was my plan this time to but Gemma had to insist I come to the family dinner instead I asked Robin to come with me and was told no that she doesn't do family shit she already fuck ed up with one family and wouldn't make a chance to do it again thinking back to it made my heart weep a bit Ma was really all the family I had but the club became my family fast they excepted me the way I am and I know they would for her too. I'm cut out of my thoughts as she walks by me "no we can't because I'm not having breakfast with you nor anything else" can't whag? Oh yeah share a bed I grin wider at the longing in her eyes "I thought you had a good time on Thanksgiving when we celebrated together" she looks at the cooler infront of her flustered for a moment as I sneak behind her to wrap my arms around her waist and whisper in her ear "what better way to celebrate a stupid family holiday then to fuck through it". I frown as she pushes me away again and moves on to her next task "you have a family dinner the Gem is expecting you at better get to it" I can practically feel her scowl and icy glare I grab her arms pulling her around to look at me "what's wrong little girl?" She pulls away from me "just go Happy" I shake my head as I make my way to Gemma's house I can't help but wonder what caused her teasing to change so cold so fast.

Robin
Watching Happy pull out of the driveway I feel my nub Ness come over me again after the first year of our 'holiday trudition' I didn't even consider that he had ties here now and a family that he loves as well as they love him I wonder how many of these dinners and other stuff he skipped to be with me I feel sadness make its way in and quickly push it down to avoid having to deal with it then continue my work. Later my phone dings and I pick it up I have 2 measages one from Tig and one from my little sister I open Tristan 's first it's a colage I see the family Christmas card with my mother and father and sister 'merry Christmas from the Oswald family' this one has a picture of me added to it by her I type back merry Christmas sis hope you had a good one I can feel my tears escape my eyes I hate my family except her. I open Tig's measage to a picture of Tig, Happy, Jax with Tara on his lap, and Opie with Donna on his lap piled onto Gemma's couch with no room to spare and Chibs about to sit across Tig and Happy I laugh through my tears then my cell rings I see it's Tig and decide I might as well answer and get it over with as I answer I don't get a word out as everyone yells

Everhone: Merry Christmas!
Robin: You too guys
Opie: You've got a pile of gifts here why don't you come open them?
Robin: I'm already in my PJ'S sorry.
Jax: that's ok so are Tara, Donna, and Gemma
Tara and Donna: Please come spend Christmas with us
Chibs: Ya all are askin all wrong Ya gotta be aser'ive Robin ge' yer arse here now and celebrate wit yer family.

That word brings me so much joy that is quickly chased away with guilt and hatred I don't have a family I pushed mine away and don't need anyone

Robin: Look guys I appreciate it but I'm fine by myself  have a good night.

I hurt to hang up the phone not long after it dings

T: you wanna talk about it doll? 
R: Nothing to talk about Tiggy I'm tired and ready for bed
T: Ok we gonna pretend hearing Chibs call you family isn't the reason you just panicked
R: goodnight  Tig.
T: night doll don't to order we love you

I set my phone aside as I lay on my side finally letting myself think of that night...

December 24th five years ago
I walk down the stairs of my parents house in jeans and a nice red long sleeve shirt and I freeze at my mom's angry look "I said where a dress" I look to the floor "this is more comfort-" "it's not lady like nor classy go change now" she walks off and I continue my way into there party everyone stopped to watch me walk over and sit cross legged on the couch my father's booming voice caught everyone's attention "can't you do anything right? We gave you money for a dress and this is what you wear to embarrass me" I feel my temper flare "you're embarrassed by me? Because what I dress comfortable in the house I live in? You're so fucking selfish I can't believe I am related to you" the next thing I feel is stinging from my father back handing me and pulling me into a 'hug' to whisper "I want you out of my fucking house you may pack one bag I want you out in half an hour" I feel my heart numb and gaze turn to ice "fine" I go to my bedroom and pack the most expensive items I could and called the only friend I had

Happy: hey
Robin: you wanna fuck?
Happy: what's wrong?
Robin: I need to fuck
Happy: Robin your crying what's wrong I thought you had you family party tonight
Robin: I don't have a family any more
Happy: what? Don't say that shit.
Robin: I got kicked out I'm bring the stuff I can sell with me can we just go somewhere and fuck
Happy: I'm on my way but we are not fucking you need to talk this shit out.

Once Happy pulled up I had changed into a t shirt showing off my deep scar I gave myself back when I started to learn no matter what I did I would never be enough for my parents I etched 'PERFECT' in to my arm Happy added to it once I finally showed him what I did so not it says 'perfect the way I am' the way I am being tattooed on just as I was about to leave I kissed my sister's cheek and my mother yells "Robin I wish I never had you, you have ruined yet another holiday and you will never be perfect the way you are." My father followed after "get out of my house you ungrateful child" Happy took a protective stance in front of me I just then realized Tig next to me holding my sholder in support Clay on the other side as the door shuts behind me I fall to my knees as I let fresh tears fall Clay kneeled down infront of me "this is not your fault kid. You will always have a family with us ok princess" I felt my blood run cold as I stopped my tears and looked him in the eyes "I don't have a family I'll be fine on my own" I don't remember much of that night I remember getting to the club house and having Jax and Opie going to sell my shit and then drinking a lot of taquila I remember pulling Happy to his dorm and dancing on his lap I remember the amazing sex my first time and then I woke up with a horrible head ache as I walked out to the bar I was being called kitten by everyone and was horribly confused till I turned to the bar to see Happy's shirtless back covered in deep scratch marks from my nails "I'm so fucking sorry Hap." he turned and smirked at me "why I love them besides everyone else is jealous" he kissed my cheek on his way back to his room. Fer that every time they would heal he would hook up with me again to be released marked.