(A/N, this chapter is based off a song that I've been obsessed with for days now. I thought what's happening right now in the story and the song go together pretty well. The song is the video above^. It's called "Reaching Out" by Ricky Smith)
!!CLAY'S POV!!
Saturday, November 21
Don't know what to do, feeling alone again.
"Please George, please. Pick up!"
So I called you, sinking like a stone again. Falling in the deep
"Hey, this is George's voicemail, leave a message after the beep. Beeeeeppp. Haha, that was me. Now leave a message."
Swimming in the sea of my own questions, my own lessons been learned.
"Goddammit, George. Please. I need to talk to you. Why won't you pick up?"
Bridges been burned
Pissbaby: I broke up with her. Please answer me. I have to talk to you.
I couldn't turn to anyone.
Pissbaby: can you please tell George to pick up my calls?
Sappitus Nappitus: not talking to you rn. You really think dating a girl you don't even like is acceptable when your best friend is in LOVE with you?? Dick move Clay
Down by the nigh, buried alive.
I look up through blurred vision. Crying for an hour can down that to you. I see my corkboard. There's a picture of George and I.
So I'm reaching out
I stumble over to the corkboard and grab the photo down.
I'm reaching out to you
"I'm so sorry" I whisper to myself as I press the photo against my chest.
Lord knows I'm reaching out, 'cause there's nothing left to do
I notice something shiny on my desk in my peripheral vision.
Oh, I've run out of reason to keep on believing.
My car keys.
Yeah, its true.
I rush over to my desk and fumble the keys into my hands.
And my heart is still bleeding
I run downstairs to the driveway with the keys in my hands.
I know you don't need me
"C'mon, c'mon you piece of junk!" I yell at my car the engine stalls. It finally starts up.
But I need you.
"I'm coming, Georgie."
Running in a dream.
I need to apologize in person. Then, maybe he'll forgive me and I can tell him everything. Tell him how I actually feel.
Chasing after yesterday
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FanfictionGeorge struggles while dealing with having a rare type of liver cancer, Fibrolamellar carcinoma, and being in love with his best friend of seven years, Clay. High school doesn't help his situation and he has to figure out a way to live his best lif...
