I Hate Clichès

Miracles do exist and Uncomplicated lives don't

The car ride to the hospital was awkwardly quiet. I mean, what could I say to my biological father's boyfriend when I was too busy freaking out about being a sister? 

What if the babies don't like me and cry every time I hold them? Oh, my god! What if I drop them!

And as soon as I thought of that my mind started to create unrealistic and terrifying scenarios in which something bad happens.

"You alright there, Nat?"

I nod quickly and give Robbie a nervous smile. "Yeah. I'm fine."

He chuckles, throwing his head back slightly. "You're nervous, aren't you?" I stay quiet. "You really shouldn't be, they are your siblings after all. And shouldn't you be happy?"

"I am! Trust me when I say that I've never been this excited in a long time, but- well, I guess I'm just a really nervous. I mean what if the twins don't like me or if I drop one of them when I'm holding him or her. My mom would be so mad, she would probably kill me!-"

"They won't do that-"

"And what if they completely forget about me and love the twins more?" I gasp slightly as I hear the words finally tumble out. Before my babbling before, I was speaking the truth, but now my secret fear is out in the open.

Robbie's blue eyes soften, before he places a gentle hand on my arm, still driving carefully (which I have no clue as to how it's even possible). "Natalia, they would never do that. They are your moms, your parents, the reason your here on this earth. They would do anything for you. And based on my few day of just knowing them, I can tell that they love you more than you think."

I sigh. "Yes, but what about those things that I said to them before. I was being so unreasonable, but I'm still kind of angry. I know sooner or later we'll have to talk about my dad and why they did what they did."

"And they will, just give them some time, Natty. Trust me when I say that time will be your best friend right now." Robbie says, rubbing my arm gently.

"I just..... I really want things to go back to normal, Robbie. I want to have my moms back to normal, I want my best friend back and I- I..... I want Avery back too. It's killing me. I mean I really like Calum, but I think that I might love Avery. And that- put of all the drama in my life- is what scares me the most." I say, letting a single tear fall.

Robbie wipes it away and chuckles lightly. "Honey, as you get older, you'll start to realize that there's no such thing as normal. Everyone is a little bit mad."

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I sit up in the uncomfortable, waiting room chair and get my phone out of my pocket. Scrolling through my contacts, I hesitate on who I should call. I need all the moral support that I can get.

Avery

Tyler (renewed)

My red-headed freak (Ciara)

The human megaphone (Jessica)

My smoking hot boyfriend (Calum)

My Weird little Penguin (Luke)

Drummer Boy (Ashton)

Rainbow-haired  Onion (Michael)

I smile and chuckle  as I see the names they all put in, well except for Tyler and Avery. Calum personally put in his, claiming that it's only fair to put in the truth. Michael.... Well he was a little bit hungry when he thought of the contact name.