I love them both...I think (boyxboy)

Chapter 9

Seth's POV

I woke up snuggling closer to Zach feeling at ease until pain shot up my back and I let out a scream and Zach jolted from his sleep. He had bags around his eyes from the lack of sleep last night because of me.

"Are you okay?" he was worried, I nodded, "tell me what he did Seth the suspense is killing me. Let me take care of you please I broke up with Lacy because of you I just want you to know that, if you would just let me take care of y-"

"He raped me..." I whispered, looking into his eyes.

He snapped out of the small daze he was in, "What did you just say?"

"He...he...he raped me..." I said in defeat the memory replaying in my head caused the tears to flow I hid my face on Zach's chest.

His arms wrapped around me tightly, "That mother fucker..." his voice dripped with anger, "I'm gunna kill him for doing that to you"

"Zach you don't have to do that" I whispered the tears still came.

"Yes I do. He hurt you and I care about you and he's not going to get out free after doing that to you".

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Christy had come in to wake Zach up and was shocked to see the two of us together. We told her about what happened with Joshua and she went berserk. I decided not to tell Zach about my father, he was already worrying too much about me and I didn't need him pitying me anymore than he already probably does. To be honest I'm terrified to go back to school on Monday and my body...my body aches like a bitch.

"How are you feeling?" Zach asked as he walked into his kitchen.

"Sore..." I sighed why does shit always happen to me?

"Do you want me to give you a massage?" he asked now standing next to me.

"I...I'm not so...sure about that," I grimaced

"You know I won't hurt you Seth and I'd definitely not do what he did" he said gently resting his hand on mine.

"Okay okay fine maybe later. Oh and Zach, I want to see your version of the part that you came up with for the project" I smiled.

"Yea okay" he said resting his head on my shoulder.

The only reason I'm not breaking down is because my friends are here for me. I've never had any sort of support or comfort from anyone when I was with my dad.

I looked at Zach and smirked evilly, "Zaaaaach"

"Hmmm?" he said when he saw the look on my face he started to back away

"Carry me home!" I exclaimed smiling brightly.

He chuckled, "Sure why not"

He picked me up bridal style and I giggled, "I'm not your wife"

" you wish you were" he said leaving his house I was blushing slightly.

"Nuh uh! I'm a man! I'd be your husband!" I defended.

He smirked, "Oh? So we're getting married now?" my face flushed red and I shook my head.

"That's not what I meant!" I said getting flustered he leaned forward and kissed my cheek.

"You're too cute Seth," his eyes seemed to darken, "I don't understand why that asshole would do something like that to you. He's going to get it so fucking bad on Monday"

By now we were in my room and he rest me on my bed. Zach brushed my hair out of my face I saw a twinkle in his eyes and my heart beat sped up. I found myself staring into those oh-so-grey eyes. Before it registered in my head I wrapped my arms around his neck and started to kiss him gently on the lips. Our kiss deepened and I rolled over so I was on top of Zach, he was letting me have dominance and flicked my tongue over his and explored his mouth until he used his tongue to rub against mine and I let out a soft moan. All the pain I felt seemed to subside as we kissed. Zach's hands went to my lower back and I stiffened, pulling away, I knew the fear was showing in my eyes because his face softened and he moved his hands and sat up with me on him.

"Sorry" he muttered

I shook my head, "No it's okay..." I got off of him and sat next to him the pain wasn't completely gone but it was bearable.

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Luke and Christy sat next to each other on my bed and I lay across them my head on Luke's lap and my legs on Christy's. Luke was playing with my hair as we talked.

"So my bro broke up with Lacy. I wander if he's going to come out..." she mumbled.

"Come out?," Luke asked shocked, "he's gay?"

"He's bi" I said.

Luke smirked, "Like you would know"

I blushed lightly, " Actually I do know..."

"Oh my god! He pulled something on you!" I nodded still blushing.

"Oh hey Seth, Joshua's a dead man. Zach knows guys on the wrestling team. I heard him talking to some of them on the phone about Joshua, he's going to get messed up so bad on Monday after school" she said her eyes twinkling.

"Good that bastard needs to get his ass kicked" Luke said.

"I just hope he doesn't try to do it again...he said if I told anyone that he wouldn't hesitate to do it again..." I muttered sounding sad.

"Let me just tell you that I'm in charge of how he gets his beating...and I love gore...by the time the guys are done doing what I tell them too he wouldn't dare come anywhere near you or anyone again" Christy said I could see the evil glint in her eyes.

I gulped, "It's a good thing we are friends then. I'm slightly afraid of you right now"

Luke mumbled, "Yea same here good thing we are friends...I'm a little scared too".