Hopeful Future (Jensen Ackles)

Bad Dream

*Present/Now*

Jasmine's Pov:

I woke up from a bad dream that I had. It was about losing Jensen. That really scares me. I knew if I went back to sleep, I was going to have the same dream and I didn't want that. I need to just get my mind off of things till I can go back to bed. I look up and I see Jensen, arms still wrapped around me, peacefully sleeping. I don't want to wake him, so I lightly pull his arms off of me and I am able to escape his grasps. I place his hand on the bed while I get off. I walk over to my bag, grab my white cropped tank top and black pajama shorts, and put them on, following a robe that I also brought. Once everything is on, I walk out of the room, closing the door lightly behind me.

I walk into the still-lit kitchen and decided to get something to drink. Hopefully, that can get stuff off my mind. I open the refrigerator, grabbed a water bottle, and head back to the dining table.

I sit down and start drinking, thinking about all of the things that have happened after I met Jensen. He really had a huge impact on my life. In both good and bad ways.

Unknown: "Jasmine?"

I turn around and I see Gen standing by the door entrance of the kitchen. She had a concerned look on her face.

Me: "Oh hey, Gen. I'm sorry I was just thirsty."

Gen: "Oh girl. You are fine." She says as she also grabs a water bottle from the refrigerator and then comes over to sit next to me.

We began having a small talk about small things. We both got to know each other a little more and when we made jokes, we would both laugh at each other's comments. It was nice hanging out with her.

Gen: "So, why are you awake?"

Me: "I had a bad dream."

Gen: "What was it about? If you don't mind me asking."

Me: "I don't mind...It was about Jensen. I had a dream where I was going to lose him. Forever."

I sighed and looked down at the counter. Gen moved her hand and rubbed my shoulder to calm me down.

Gen: "Awww, I'm sorry. But, you know that's never gonna happen."

Me: "I don't know. So much has happened. And I'm scared."

Gen: "Of what?"

Me: "Danneel...my ex-boyfriend..."

Gen: "Wait...What does Jensen's ex have to do with this? And the same question for your ex?"

Me: "It's a long story."

Gen grabbed my hands and looked into my eyes.

Gen: "We have all night. I'm here to listen."

I sighed with relief and began to tell her the whole story. From when I met Jensen to now. Every second we spent together, spilled right out of me to Gen. She had so many emotions that showed on her face. I don't blame her. I would smile at the moments that made me happy and I would start to tear up at the worst. She wiped my tears away and began to speak.

Gen: "Jasmine...I'm so sorry. I knew the situation would be bad, but I didn't know it would be...this bad."

Me: "It's okay. But I'm mainly scared that I'm gonna lose Jensen. He's changed my life in so many different ways. I've never felt this type of love for anyone. Not even when I was doing good with Terrance. I don't want to lose what we have."

Gen: "But you don't have to worry about that. When I look at you and Jensen, I see that you two are madly in love. Nothing can break that."

Me: "But what if there is? What if I don't do what Danneel and Terrance want? Jensen could lose his reputation and I could lose my job. We could end up hurt. But if I do what they say, I lose Jensen forever...and Terrance would be after me again."

Gen: "You don't have to worry about that, sweetie. You have friends by your side who will try and protect you. If things go bad, we'll be here. Always. Everything will be okay. I promise."

Me: "I hope so." I say as I lightly smile.

Gen leaned in close and gave me a tight hug. We pulled away and smiled at each other.

Me: "Wait, why are you awake?"

Gen: "Oh, I sometimes wake up and clear my mind from any stress or complications."

Me: "Well, it looks like we have another thing in common."

We both laughed at my comment and continued to talk for a while. The conversation lasted about 10 minutes and we were starting to get tired once again.

Gen: "Alright, let's get to bed. We have a big photoshoot!"

Me: "Yessssss!"

We both got up and started heading towards our rooms. When we got to the hallways, we both waved at each other.

In Unison: "Goodnight."

I lightly opened my door, trying not to wake Jensen, but I see him sitting up on the bed looking worried. I close the door and he looks up, giving me a smile of relief.

Me: "Hey Jen."

Jensen: "Hey Jazz. Is everything okay?"

Me: "Yeah, of course. I just woke up from a bad dream and I needed to get my mind off of it. Then I had a talk with Gen." I say as I take off my robe get onto the bed.

Jensen: "Do you want to talk about it?"

Me: "Ummmmm..."

"I should, shouldn't I?"

Me: "It was about losing you."

Jensen: "Jasmine, you know you never will."

Me: "But what if Danneel and Terrance..."

Jensen: "We are not gonna worry about them for a couple of days. It's all about us. Like you said, 'When the time comes, we'll figure out what to do then...' All that matters is you and me. Okay?"

I smiled at his words. He was right. As always of course.

Me: "Okay."

I pulled the covers over me and came close to Jensen. I placed my hand on his cheek and pulled him closer to me, giving him a sweet and loving kiss, which he gave in to. We pulled away and laid our foreheads against each other.

Me: "I love you."

Jensen: "I love you, too."

We wrapped our arms around each other and pulled in close. We then drifted off to sleep once again.