ANONYMOUS AUTHOR: K.TH x K.JN ✔

05

-Anonymous. Author (TAENNIE)
- "She knows that feeling"
-Safar khoobsurat hai, manzil se bhi
-सफर खूबसूरत है, मंज़िल से भी

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1 week later

It had been a week since Taehyung had opened Wattpad, his school had given the students some assignments, he had to attend singing classes and his mom was feeding him lectures every day. Right now, Taehyung just returned from singing classes, with his best friend Jungkook. Jungkook plopped on the couch in Taehyung's room as he asked, "Tae, did you finish your math assignment? I didn't, I am gonna do it now" 

"Neither did I," Taehyung answered him, opening his laptop as he sat on his bed. Well, to be honest, Taehyung had completed it, he just wanted to get his laptop and read Wattpad, especially when he knew someone might have updated 

As Taehyung opened the site, his notifications were all filed up, with update notifications. She had updated 18 chapters, a lot of reading to do. Taehyung opened chapter 3 and started to read. While Jungkook worked on the math assignment, Taehyung was freely reading a book and pretending that he was studying. An hour passed and now Taehyung was feeling like he was exploring J's fantasies, about how some relationships can be so beautiful that they make you feel like the happiest person ever. You feel like you have everything, even when you have got nothing. 

When you are in love, you feel like your important, you feel loved, you feel like at least there is someone in this world who actually cherishes you and cares about you. Love is a quality that defines human beings. It is the quality of the human heart. It is a feeling that people cannot express. Sharing and caring are indispensable in love. When love keeps people together they share in each other's joys and sorrows and care for each other. Love lets people stay together through thick and thin. Where there is love there is no bickering or emotional blackmail. There are acceptance and tolerance. That feeling is totally pure. 

but then slowly, it becomes toxic. Sometimes the situation with this other person changes. You may forgive them and they may have taken ownership and expressed remorse for their harmful actions. Other times, the same harmful behavior goes on with no change or responsibility. Those kinds of people are defined as toxic. Toxic people should be avoided because they will eventually suck the life out of you. Absolutely nothing good comes from being in any kind of relationship with a toxic person.

Taehyung was right now on the angst part, he wondered how someone can describe heartbreaks so well, but then he understood. She knows that feeling, that feeling when someone you trust and love with all your heart breaks you. They make your heart shatter into a thousand pieces that it gets so hard to collect them and move on. It makes you feel like you lack something, you start to think that you have lost value.

Taehyung understood that J has suffered from heartbreak, only a person who has undergone this can describe it so graciously, and when he read the part where the girl cried...

all we wished was to know more about J

because he felt like there is a connection

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(A/N: I hope I touched your heart with this chapter, I focused a lot on the way I conveyed the emotions here T-T)