Draco Malfoy has had an unhealthy obsession with Josephine Greengrass, the only Gryffindor in her family, ever since first year. Over his six years of watching her, he has hardly ever spoken to her. The year he gets his dark mark drives him over the...
Published 12/31/20 2:31 "So erm, about last night, I just- I really like you Josephine, and I have for a long time, and-"
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"Draco, the kiss, that- it wasn't meant to happen, we both just got caught up in the rain." ꧁꧂ Draco's POV:
Dear Diary, I've actually done it, I've actually kissed Josephine Greengrass, the girl of my dreams, and soon to be the girl of my reality. Her lips were softer than I expected, they felt like pillows, and tasted like vanilla, and the rain, oh the rain, it made the whole situation better. I never knew I could fall for Josephine anymore than I already did, but oh I did. My love for her is a power, or maybe a weakness I can not resist. I loved the way her soft skin felt against my hands, and how my eyes longed for hers. You don't get it, when I'm with her, I don't feel myself, I feel as if I'm a firework going off, as if I were a volcano erupting. But what now? What are we? What did she think of the kiss? I'm not sure, but I hope she enjoyed it as much as I did. All I know is I need to talk to her about it, ask her about it.
I set down my diary under my pillow and walked down to the great hall.
When I entered Josephine was there, but she wasn't laughing, not even smiling. Why?
I sat down by myself and watched her, she was hardly eating her food, and hardly talking. What happened to her?
Soon breakfast ended I scurried over to potions eager to talk to her, but she was already sitting next to Granger.
I sat directly behind her, listening to their conversation, not much was going on.
"Josie, you're acting strange, did something happen?" Granger asked. "No, no, I'm fine, just I don't feel the best." Josephine replied. Was she sick?
When Slughorn started to talk, I didn't pay attention, a million things were racing in my mind. What was wrong? Was it about the kiss? Did someone hurt her? Because if they did, they're dead. Was she really sick? If so she needs to go to Madam Pomfrey now!
"Mr. Malfoy, class has ended." Slughorn said. I tapped out of my thoughts and looked around the class, everyone was gone. Why hadn't Josephine told me? Probably too busy with Granger.
"Oh er, sorry." I replied quickly and walked out the door. All I could think was about Josephine, I was already stressed enough by going to talk about the kiss, so I needed to get my mind off her some how.
The cabinet.
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I hadn't realized I missed the rest of my classes till I got out of the room of requirements.
Josephine, I need to talk to her.
I walked over to the black lake, and there she was, but this time she wasn't reading, she was staring out at the lake.
I looked around to see only a couple of third years out here, so I headed down the hill. My heart was beating so hard it was about to fall out of my chest.
"Josephine, er can-can we talk?" I stammered. She looked up to me. "Sure." She replied. She got up and we walked in silence to the quidditch pitch.
"So erm, about last night, I just- I really like you Josephine, and I have for a long time, and-" I started to say but got cut off.
"Draco, the kiss, that- it wasn't meant to happen, we both just got caught up in the rain." She said.
As those words left her mouth my heart dropped to the floor, and water was already forming in my eyes.
"No, that- it meant something, you can't tell me it didn't." I said as my voice cracked slightly.
"Draco, I'm really sorry, but it-it was a mistake." Josephine said. Then she turned her back on me and started to walk away.
I felt as if she cut a hole in my torso, ripped my heart out, and then stomped on it.
"No! It did mean something! You can't look me in the eyes and tell me we're just friends, because if you do, you're lying." I argued while I let a tear roll down my cheek.
She stopped walking and turned to look at me with slight water in her eyes. "I'm so sorry Draco, but it didn't mean anything, and we're just friends and we'll always be just that." She replied and then continued to walk away.
As I watched her walk away I fell to my knees, and then to my stomach. I laid there while tears rolled down my face. How could this happen? How could Josephine do that to me? How could that kiss not mean anything to her? ———————————————————- Ehh, I already hate this chapter. I started writing it at 4:00 in the morning and I'm exhausted. Also Happy New Years Eve! I'm definitely excited for the next chapter! Okay love you all! Please comment and vote!❤️
