Draco Malfoy has had an unhealthy obsession with Josephine Greengrass, the only Gryffindor in her family, ever since first year. Over his six years of watching her, he has hardly ever spoken to her. The year he gets his dark mark drives him over the...
Published: 1/7/21 5:18 "We have to talk, I've been thinking about what happened and-"
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"Draco, where have you been?" ꧁꧂ Draco's POV:
Dear Diary, After all the bad things that's happened to me this is the worst. I've never felt this kind of pain in my life, not even when I got the dark mark. I don't know what to do and how to act. I haven't been showing up to my classes, I can't face her. I can't even write her name anymore, it hurts me too much. It's been 3 whole days since it happened, the only good thing is she doesn't seem so happy when I watch her, just hopefully she didn't mean what she said. She hardly smiles or talks to people, and I haven't been able to sleep. I want to try again, I said I will never give up on her and I will keep my word. I've seen her read still at the black lake after dinner, and I'm going there to talk to her, I'm just hoping she will feel the same, she has to.
I put down my diary and sat on my bed staring at the ceiling. I checked the clock, 7:17. I looked back at the ceiling. I decided to go see Josephine, so I headed down to the great hall.
When I peaked my head through the doors I saw Josephine sitting with Granger. She was eating and talking a bit more than the other two days, but she wasn't smiling.
I know it's wrong, and I always want her to be happy but not now, it made me feel the slightest bit of happiness that she wasn't smiling, that just maybe she was as hurt as I was.
I watched her for a couple more minutes, making sure nobody saw me but then I started to feel exhausted, I could hardly keep my eyes open so I headed back to my dorm.
When I arrived I checked the clock, 7:23, I would only sleep for a few minutes. I laid down on my bed and drifted asleep.
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When I woke up it was 8:54. Shit!" I yelled. I ran as fast as I could to outside, luckily she was there but was just about to leave.
"Josephine!" I yelled from the top of the hill starting to walk down. Every step I took made me want to turn around and leave, I was scared.
"We have to talk, I've been think about what happened and-" I started to say but she cut me off. "Draco, where have you been?" She asked while furrowing her eyebrows. My face softened, maybe she did care, but no, now is not the time to talk about my life.
"No Josephine, we have to talk, you have to talk to me, you can't just-" I started to say but she cut me off once again.
"Draco, we have talked, and there's nothing else to say, we just- we can't, it was a mistake, we both know it Draco, I'm really sorry, I care about you I do!" Josephine replied.
I felt like my heart broke all over again. It couldn't be right, if she cared about me why is she breaking me?
"No! You cant just kiss me back and then say it was a mistake!" I yelled. I could feel my tears forming in my eyes and I could see them in her eyes too.
"I'm really sorry, I just, we can't, and we won't, we're just friends Draco, I'm sorry." Josephine said as a single tear rolled down her cheek.
"You can't- that's not fair! I like you! I really like you, I'd turned myself inside out for you! You don't get how much you mean to me Josephine! I've liked you for the longest!" I cried praying that she would feel the same.
"Draco, I really do care about you, I do! But we can't do this, it will and would never work." Josephine replied as many tears streamed down her face making my tears do the same.
"Just-just please, you can't leave me like this, not again." I whispered as my voice cracked.
I never knew what true pain felt like until now, I thought pain could only be physical, that emotions were a sign as weakness, but that was before I met Josephine. She's my light, she's my hope, she's my home, and I'm not giving up on her ever.
"D-Draco, I- but- I have to go." Josephine stuttered and she started to walk away. I was heart broken and embarrassed, so I did the only thing I could do. "If you're going to leave, please just let me say this." I pleaded. She turned to face and nodded for me to continue.
"I am and will always be in love with you." I whispered. ———————————————————— Sorry that I've taken so long to post another chapter! Also kinda a cliffhanger! I'm starting a new book also, it's a Harry Potter love story. Josephine is such a bitch😒 I know I used a tiktok sound but I really think if fit! Also please comment and vote love y'all!❤️
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