Long nights are getting longer.
I couldn’t sleep at all. My mind always rushed to the negative thoughts which would always surround my brain. My bed used to be my only safe spot but now bad memories flow around it. Memories I don’t think I can hide from. My happiness was the cause of all my problems and honestly I don’t think I cared anymore.
Can’t bury this anxiety
Ever since that day my hands would never stop shaking with fear at the sight of people. Tomorrow would be my fresh start at a new school, in a new country with new people. There was no excitement, no sign of being nervous, just neutral feelings.
its only getting stronger
The words of strength you gave me are all gone now. The anxiety will always just overcome the power of my feelings for you. Never in my life will I ever feel powerful like I used to with you. As cliche as it sounds, you were my everything and I mean that, but not everything is destined to have a happily ever after.
Hey i'm the author to this story. I can promise you the chapters get longer and Johnny will come into the story soon. Sit back and enjoy
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Bad news
FanfictionWhen a girl says she's bad news, she causes johnny (the schools "trouble maker") to become invested in her. "I want to know why you're like this!" he yelled but in a caring way. "fine but i want to know something about you in exchange," she requeste...
