god what is my life
19 stories
The lying llama // Phan (COMPLETED 10/12/16) by phandildanphil
The lying llama // Phan (COMPLETED 10/12/16)
phandildanphil
  • Reads 75,999
  • Votes 1,986
  • Parts 32
**TRIGGER WARNING: SELF HARM, ABUSE, etc*** COMPLETED 10/12/16 Dan walks into class one day with a black eye, a burst lip and bruises and cuts up his arm. What is he hiding from Phil?
voices | phan au by gothboiiz
voices | phan au
gothboiiz
  • Reads 57,681
  • Votes 1,915
  • Parts 33
dan howell, nothing but a fuck up student and son. he knows the voices get the better of him, or does it? another voice comes, but this one is real. hes called phil lester. does phils voice change the thoughts of dan? or make it worse? ~ triggers : self harm, suicide, blood, anxiety & nervous breakdowns au's : depressed, high school (mainly adult life) boyxboy
Take the monsters away | Phan (Completed) by brokenblades03
Take the monsters away | Phan (Completed)
brokenblades03
  • Reads 168,229
  • Votes 5,711
  • Parts 42
Dan howell is starting at a new school, he is abused and raped by his own father, Phil lester is the so called emo fag, people call him that because someone told everyone he's gay, so he gets brutally beaten everyday but pretends as if nothing happens, what happens when they met? Started: August 30th Ended: January 18th
Kik || Phan by phan_muke
Kik || Phan
phan_muke
  • Reads 1,751,285
  • Votes 74,014
  • Parts 50
"New Kik Message!" Amazingphil: hello human bean Danisnotonfire: go away I suck at summaries but give this story a try {other celebrities mentioned} ****TRIGGER WARNING****
sentient // phan by GypsyRover
sentient // phan
GypsyRover
  • Reads 81,576
  • Votes 6,687
  • Parts 30
After a horrible relationship turns young millionaire Dan Howell off boys forever, he has no choice but to turn to machines for companionship. But once his PL-34071- or "Phil" as he is known- shows signs of free will, Dan realises he may have bought more than just a robot.
The Lonely Prince || Phan by HelloAnonymousWriter
The Lonely Prince || Phan
HelloAnonymousWriter
  • Reads 219,437
  • Votes 11,212
  • Parts 21
Phil Lester hasn't had the best past. He was bullied and tormented because of his sexuality and had no friends for a long time. He then moved to London where he met Chris and PJ who help get his life back on track again. Suddenly he's under a spell when 'The Lonely Prince' - Dan Howell walks into the room and smiles at him. Every time Phil sees Dan he gets butterflies in his stomach. Someone from his past is out for Phil and will do anything to prevent Dan from getting close to him. This is just creative writing. I am in no way suggesting they are a couple although if they were I'd probably die of happiness! Enjoy! ~HelloAnonymousWriter~
suicide » phan by storming-
suicide » phan
storming-
  • Reads 4,751
  • Votes 169
  • Parts 21
if somebody asked how we died please look them straight in the eye call it suicide •lowercase intended•
moods / phan by phanci
moods / phan
phanci
  • Reads 2,344,407
  • Votes 127,737
  • Parts 39
in a world where your moods are visible above your head, displayed through pictures and icons, it's impossible to hide your true feelings. however dan howell seems to be lacking this. labelled as an emotionless freak, dan is outcasted because his moods are never visible. that is, until an endlessly happy boy named phil wonders why.
A World in Grey • Phan by dansblacknailpolish
A World in Grey • Phan
dansblacknailpolish
  • Reads 50
  • Votes 10
  • Parts 5
Phil loved the color of the sea. The vibrant shades of blues cascading over the warm sand, bringing memories of family beach trips along with them. He also loved the sky, the bright blue that made the world seem brighter even when most of it was in grey. Phil also loved the color of the earth. The chocolatey brown that surrounded him every time he walked through the woods or tended to his garden. He loved the silky brown color of his dog, Buffy, and all of the layers that went into it. He loved the detailed trunks of the trees. Phil loved to see color, but most of the world was grey. Dan hated the color blue. The dark, sad shades of grey-blue pavement that lead him to his office. He hated the blank blue screen on his computer before opening up another countless document. Most of all, he hated occasional blue of the usually cloudy, grey sky that mocked him, promising a good day. Dan was glad most of the world was in grey. Dan also hated the color brown. The drab color that accompanied him almost nowhere in the concrete city he lived in. He hated the glimpse of earth he gets everyday on his drive to work. He hated the natural world that mocked him, promising a day in which he wouldn't have to spend in the concrete wasteland. He hated the colors that let him glimpse into what the world could be. Who was he kidding. Dan hated that the world was grey. © 2017
The colour grey // phan  by Phanaticali
The colour grey // phan
Phanaticali
  • Reads 34,745
  • Votes 2,299
  • Parts 38
Dan and Phil meet each other during school, they become best friends. When dan shows signs of weakness, easy bruising, tiredness, night sweats and pain Phil gets extremely worried and takes him to the doctors... *sorry for the shitty description*