[completed] in which ryland starts dreaming of shane, the pretty boy in his sleep. - at sixteen years old, ryland adams is pretty sure he has his life figured out. everything's perfect. it's not a word he likes to use that often, but with a clique of cheerleaders and jocks by his side and the thousands of dollars his business tycoon father provides him with every month, not much can go wrong. his strong religious upbringing has taught him that sex and drinking and being gay is wrong, and this guidance from both his parents is shaping him into the man his father's always wanted him to be. with loren - his family's choice of girlfriend - glued at his hip, ryland can't see anything changing. that is, until he tumbles head first into a land of wrongs: cigarette smoke, alcohol, coffee cups and beautiful boys named shane dawson.