The heart wants what it wants, right? I never fully understood the meaning of that until now. Joel: The day I left Nicole was the day my life changed, I lost myself in the process of losing her. Little did she know that it wasn't my doing at all but a decision between true love and death. Now after all these years fate has somehow brought her back into my life, and it is now I realize I will NEVER let her go again. Nicole: I'm as happy as can be with my boyfriend Jaden, or so I thought, until I got a blast from the past with the bad boy who also happened to be my first love. How can he possibly think I want anything to do with him after all this time? Jaden: Other than my job, Nicole is the best thing that ever happened to me. I will NEVER let her go. This story contains mature adult content: Recommended for ages 18 and over.