Blitzø has to deal with his depression and the monsters of his past start coming back to him. His traumatic past slowly starts getting uncovered and his mask slowly starts to crumble as more of that past is revealed and his life slowly starts falling apart. Will he manage to fight the monsters in his head? Or will he give in and give up on everything? Will Stolas be there to help him in this battle? Will his friends at IMP be with him too? Or will everyone he ever cared about leave him like before? TW: This fanfic may contain lots of violence, depression, Self harm, suicide content and abuse. This is a Blitzø angst and the ship is Stolitz. I don't own the characters in this book! Full rights of the characters go to VivziePop! This is my first fan fiction. I hope you guys like it!