(Y/N) is left wrecked after losing her soulmate and sister Izzy. She goes into a downward spiral afterwards and Alec as well as her father try to help her, but is she broken beyond repair? She doesn't believe that Lilith is bringing her soulmate back, but when Clary shows her drawings and cult like things that's what her mind turns to. What will happen to (Y/N) as she continues to go through this ordeal? Stay tuned to find out. (Book 2 of 4) *A/N: This is the sequel to my first book called What the Hell Happened to Me??? Please read or you will be confused. As always I do not own The Mortal Instruments nor its characters those rights go to Cassandra Clare! I do own the reader/character since I created them!* Edited: January 14, 2018