Little mix. Our Family

Chapter 2

Perries Pov
I went to work as normal and just prayed nothing bad would happen. I had already been sick twice since coming off the phone to Jesy and I just hope that was it. If I wasn't pregnant i had no clue what was wrong with me. I was glad we didn't have any dance practises as I really didn't feel like dancing. Instead we sat in the recording booth trying to work out what sounded right.

At lunch time we decided we were going to do two more hours in the recording booth after. We had finished most thing we had to do so were going to stop earlier. An hour later we went back to work and finished recording. The song sounded really good and we were all pleased with how it turned out. I felt really bad recording all these songs and making an album knowing there was a high chance i wouldn't be able to perform them.

Later that day
We finished what we had to do today and all got in our cars and left. I headed straight to Jesys and i was so nervous. I knew the Jade and Leigh would be happy and support me but it didn't make me feel less guilty. I also wondered how the mixers would react after we told them we were continuing as a trio. I knew people would say we all one dircetioned and that Jade and Leigh would get blamed as well. I pulled up to the door and got out of the car my legs were shaking. I knocked on the door and Jesy answered it almost immediately. It was as if she was waiting for me. I went inside and just prayed it was a false alarm.

J: Hi how are you
P: i would be better if i didn't think i was pregnant
J: Did you tell Jade or Leigh anything
P: no because if i wasn't i would be stressing them for no reason
J: Do you want to do it now
P: Yeah i just want to get it over with
J: I bought 3 in case any of them were faulty
P: Thanks and thanks for helping me with this. You probably have other things you would rather be doing
J: Actually i don't, and i always have time for you
P: Right so how do you do it
J: i think you wee on that side and then you wait five minutes for the results
P: i'm just going to do them all and then ill come out and we can go and check afterwards
J: remember to breathe it will be okay
P: thanks

a couple of minutes later
Perrie opens the bathroom door after taking all three of the tests. She has left them all on top of the toilet.

J: Did you do it
P: I think so we just have to wait a few moments
J: okay, how are you feeling
P: Nervous, i'm hoping i'm not but i know i have all the symtoms of pregnancy

A few minutes later
J: do you want to check them
P: no can you do it and tell me the results
J: r u sure u want me to know first
P: yeah
J: okay ill go check

Jesys pov
Me and pez had been waiting for about five minutes. I ask her if she wanted to check but she wants me to. Im so nervous for her. I enter the bathroom and see all three tests on top of toilet. I look at first one and it has two lines which means its positive and the other two are the same. I have no clue how to tell Perrie she is going to be a mam. I leave the bathroom and i tell Perrie they are all positive. She bursts into tears as i hold her in my arms. I knew she would be happy once the news had sunk in she just didn't want to disapoint anyone.

Perries pov
Jesy had just came out of the bathroom and the first entane that cam out of her mouth was your going to be a mam. I just burst into tears i had no clue what this would do to mine and the girls career or if i was even ready to become a mam. I had so much doubt. Another thought that went through my mind was how was I supposed to tell Alex. We hadn't even discussed children yet. I had so much going on in my head I didn't realise how close to a panic attack I was. Jesy just kept telling me to breathe and I started to copy her.

J: You need to tell Jade and Leigh. They will understand and they will be able to help you. If you don't tell them they will find out another way and I'm sure you would rather they found out from you. Another person you should probably tell as soon as possible is Alex. It's his baby to and you know he will support you.

P: What if he leaves me
J: He wouldn't he loves you so much and I know he wants kids.
P: How do you know
J: He's told you before and us when we all went out one day
P: I don't rember that
J: You were probably drunk
P: But I'm about to ruin Jade and Leigh-Anns career
J: You aren't ruining it you are just putting it on hild. They care more about you then they do about there career.
P: Thanks Jesy
J: No problem
P: Can we watch a movie together and cuddle before I go home as Alex won't be home till 6 so I still have another 2 hours.
J: Of course you can, I love spending time with you

At Perrie house
Perries Pov
Me and Alex were both sat eating tea and I knew I had to tell him the news. I was really scared for what his reaction was going to be. I hadn't really ate much I was just pushing it around my plate wondering on how I was going to tell him.

Alex's Pov
I had just got back from training and me and Pez were in the dining room. She was really quiet which was unusual for her. She was also shaky and looked as though she had something on her mind.

A: what's on your mind
P: nothing
A: You know I can tell when your lieing something is clearly bothering you so why don't you tell me
P: Okay I have something to tell you
A: What is it
P: You have to promise me you won't leave me
A: I wouldn't leave you for anything i love you too much
P: Im I'm pregnant
A: R u really
P: Yeah that's why I haven't been feeling to good lately.
A: This is amazing when did you find out

P: I had a suspicion this morning so I rang Jesy and I went to hers after the studio and we found out then. I'm sorry you wernt the first to find out

A: I don't care I'm happy Jesy was there for you. Also why did you think I would leave you.
P: It's just something we haven't spoke about and I didn't know if you wanted kids.
A: I've always wanted kids. This is a bit sooner then expected but we'll get through it together.
P: I love you
A: I love you too, Have you told Jade and Leigh-Ann
P: No I will at some point
A: You should tell them sooner rather then later as it will affect them to
P: I know
A: Did you want to be pregnant
P: No, I'm going to end little mix for a while as the girls can't do it as a duo. The mixers will be so disappointed and it's all my fault
A: It isn't your fault. If you remember I put the baby inside you.
P: Thanks can we go cuddle and watch A movie
A: of course.