Little mix. Our Family

Chapter 44

1 month later
Perries Pov
Today me and the girls were all going to have a spa day before all the interviews tomorrow. Tomorrow is the day Jesy officially joins little mix again and let's just say the mixers are all going absolutely crazy. She had been gone for 9 months publicly and I was glad she was back to being herself again.

I saw a sleeping Olivia next to me and she had grew so much in a month. Everyday her personality changed and she was getting bigger. Nia and Ava were like her baby best friends because me and Leigh got then together very often. But today was a day to relax as a 4 because that is soemthing we haven't did in such a long time.

I packed my bikini and a one piece bathing suit as my body wasn't what it used to be. I had lost a lot of wait considering I had gave birth a month ago but I still wasn't confident in my body again. Leigh had managed to practically get herself back to normal and I couldn't think why considering she had carried twins yet you couldn't tell now. There was definitely something she was doing which I wasn't and I had to know what it was.

We arrived at the spa place and were all getting changed. This wasn't abnormal for us considering when we toured we changed in front of eachither alot. I felt a bit conscious so I out on my one piece instead and quickly put my robe over the top

Leigh-Anns Pov
I loved life with my twins they were so amazing and I loved them more then anything. For the first week after they were born I completely starved myself in order to get my body back. I made myself really ill and now when I look back at it I realise how stupid I was. I passed out on a few occasions but I hadn't told the girls any of this because I didn't want to worry them. anyways this was a few weeks ago and I was fine now.

Once we were all changed I noticed Perrie being very jumpy and quiet. She wasn't as bubbly or loud which was quite concerning for me. I knew she wasn't happy with her body but all she needed to know was that she was healthy and the weight she had lost she was doing in a healthy manor.

I could see her keep looking at me and that made me realise that she was comparing herself to me. Jesy and Jade were already in the hot tub splashing water in eachothers faces

L: Pez come here a sec
P: Yeah
L: Stop comparing yourself to us all. Your so beautiful
P: U had two babies and already look amazing
L: U looks stunning. Your doing it in a healthy way and that's good
P: u r saying that as if u didn't
L: That's beacuse I didn't
P: What did u do and why haven't u said anything before
L: For the first 2 weeks or more I didn't eat anything. I was happy seeing myself loose my baby weight. This made me really ill and I passed out on multiple occasions. It got so serious once that Andre had to call and ambulance. They told me if I didn't eat something soon all my organs would shut down and I wouldn't be able to watch my girls grow up which made me start eating again.
P: Leigh that's so stupid of u
L: I know that now. So please stop comparing because your a lot healthier then me. Your stunning and your body is sexy
P: thanks I needed that
L: Now let's join the girls and have some fun

Jades Pov
Leigh and Perrie came in the hot tub and it was amazing being us 4. I loved spending time with the girls and talking about what was going on in our lives. We were going to go back to the studio to work on our 7th Album and then we might tour late next year. Perrie and Leigh were both superwoman and they could get through literally anything.

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